Round Two

Saturday was officially round two at the Hotel McGeehan and it was fabulous!!! I had been having a rough week and it was exactly what I needed. I got a little more intoxicated then I probably should have but I don't care!!! Their are some freakin hysterical pictures and I redeemed myself and actually won a round or two of beer pong...I think I am better at the game when I am drunk hehe!!!
As for the drama I'm dealing with right now..well it sucks and of course when it rains it pours. Like I get that life is never gonna be perfect but I'm hoping things level off a little before I freakin lose my mind!!! Down the shore this past weekend my family was driving me freakin nuts..to the point it was either leave saturday afternoon and kill someone lol!!!! Work is getting annoying cause I am running out of things to do. And the Phillies are pissing me off cause they traded good people and they sent Abreu to the freakin Yankees the one team I have refused to cheer for in the past cause they are assholes..I may have to change my mind about that!!! Anywayz I don't even know what end is up right now..I don't even know what I want right now like all of my issues have no clear cut solution so I guess I'm just gonna have to suck it up and deal.
My parents come home saturday and I can't decide if this is good or bad??? Like I have to clean everything up pretty before they come home so that sucks but this house is kind of big and a little creepy at night so I don't mind the idea of them being here to keep me company sometimes. But them coming home means no more hotel..which means no more parties...I will miss those..but there is always next year!!! I have to figure out what I'm gonna do with all the liquor cause I found a ton of stuff in weird places in my fridge and freezer and I'm gonna have to find a way to get it to school in like a month...oy only a month till school..another thing that blows!!! Yeah so this blog is kind of lame and makes very little sense to probably anyone who reads it but I'm posting it anyway!!!

Party!!!!

Last night was amazing!!!! I think there was 20-25 ppl here throughout the night and it was sooo much fun!!!! I can recall almost all of the evening but somethings are a little fuzzy hehe!!!! I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who came!!!! Its interesting how every year I do this I learn some new lessons..this year I learned I need to put a lock on the thermostat so someone doesnt put it on 67 all night, hide everyones purses upstairs so weird ppls boyfriends who look 12 don't steal my roommates spare change and $20, and hide all the good drinks so people don't sneak into my basement fridge and drink all my Mikes and Smirnoff!!! And the most important things I learned pizza throwing is a definite no and survivor flip cup isnt a game that should be played on a coffee table in your carpeted family room!!!! Pay close attention people these are lessons to live by!!! Other than a few stupid mishaps the night was fabulous and I looked hott with my new hair!!! There will be some pimp pictures on my myspace/ facebook once I become motivated to put them on there!!!
Other than that the hotel mcgeehan is open for two weeks and it is gonna be delightful..I love company so anyone is welcome to come sleep over or chill with me..unless you are gonna be a mo and try to break one of the new rules I have established based on the mishaps I learned from last night!!!

CRANKY!!!!

I am officially cranky!!!! I've had a long and annoying day and I've decided to vent about it..but I will spare anyone who reads this with the short version of my drama because I am uber tired and I have work tomorrow. First off...shopping for bridesmaids dresses sucks!!!! If you ever wanna feel unattractive and abnormal go try on bridesmaids dresses..it works!!! Karen, Kara, Kathleen and I went this morning and it was awful. Most of the dresses were just so ugly in person and of course everything looked horrible on me!!!! I hate what an issue dress shopping is for me. I always kid around about how I miss going to proms and getting all dressed up..frankly I can't believe I ever survived going through this process more than once!!! And weddings are soo much worse cause not only do I have to wear a dress I have to look good in the same damn dress as 8 other girls..anywayz to cut this crap story...I hate the dress my sister picked..this awful brown color and it looks like shit on me!!! I didn't speak up this morning cause I didn't wanna be a bitch but all the alterations in the world can't help fix this disaster so basically I realized at work today that I am screwed..came home and almost starting to crying cause I was so upset about it and left a message for Karen telling her we need to talk. I know it is her wedding..but I just can't be a good little maid of honor and go along with these dresses!!!
And since I am pmsing and the whole dress thing got me upset of course every other little annoying thing that happened to me today was multiplied by 1,000..including the ridicuolous heat, mailing letters at work, the fact that my car AC is crap, and the two fat bitches that wouldn't shut up during the movie tonight. I went to see the Lakehouse with Kelly tonight. I didn't really wanna see it but she did so I was a good friend and said I'd go..normally it wouldn't have mattered but I was so cranky and tired I just couldn't sit still and the movie was lame. To top things off with about 20 minutes left these two fat old women decide to come into our movie and watch the end for some reason..their was only 8 ppl in the whole theater and they sat right behind us and did not shut up for one second!!!!! The one fatty explained the entire movie to the other fatty and even went as far as to ruin the end!!!! Not that I cared cause it sucked but I was losing my cool so I said rather loudly something along the lines of just keep stuffing your face full of popcorn fat ass!!!! I don't even feel bad I had had enough and I know the cow heard me!!!! And I'm happy about it!!!!!
Okay well this short venting turned long..oh well!!!! Time for bed..hopefully tomorrow will be better!!!!!

RIP Ghetto Phone

Okay after like three days of my new phone just sitting in its box on my dresser I have finally activated my razr phone..so now I am cool like everyone else..my goal in life lol!!! Anyways my phone is pretty sweet but I will miss my old phone. It lasted me a solid two years and never died once..although it did start to crap out in the end. But I can't complain since I talked on it for over 200 hours in those two years..yeah its official I talk way too much..I love how the dumb phone kept track of that!!! Anywho so now my phone will work all the time hopefully and charge properly since the old one stopped charging all together in the end!!!! So now that my phone is hooked up everyone must call/txt me to christen the new one!!!! I finally got the in text messaging and 500 out of verizon texts a month so no more fear of going over..so go nuts ppl!!!!!

In other news it is only 45 days till my birthday and since I am depressed about turning 20 the presents/ well wishes need to be extra good this year. I am depressed about being 20 for two major reasons...#1. I am getting old and I miss the carefree days. Back before all this talk of becoming a grown up and getting a decent job and paying for my own food. Life would be much better if money wasn't such an issue..in the next life I wanna come back to a land where money means nothing and everyone just gets along!!! #2. Turning 20 just sucks...if I have to be a freakin grownup it would be nice to at least be 21 and be able to drink myself some happy....legally that is!!! Everyone on the planet is like turning 21 before me so during this next year as everyone slows turns the big 21 Jackie is gonna get a little more depressed and a little more lonely being the last sober 20something mo!!!! Anyways I was just looking at the calander and thinking about how much being the youngest of all my friends sucks so I thought I would share!!! I guess I will just have to have a lot of parties over the next year and convince ppl to drink with me instead of at the bar!!!! I guess I should see how next week goes before I start planning future events hehe...I'm uber excited!!!!

Moving Day!!!

So today was the day...moving day that is!!! First off a helpful tip for anyone who is about to move all of their possessions when they have 20 years worth of crap...don't only get five hours of sleep..going to bed as the sun was coming up wasn't the brightest idea but in the end everything is kosher. I was just slightly cranky during the moving process. I've also decided that moving is really the best way to clean a room. It's amazing how much shit one person can accumulate over the years. While I was cleaning out under my bed I was fascinated by some of the crap that I held on to. I guess at the time I thought saving ticket stubs or pieces of paper was a good idea but when you have to haul everything to a new location (even if its just across the hall) it kind of sucks!!!
So I took this oppurtunity to get rid of the excess childhood junk. And of course as I went through everything I had to stop and laugh at some of the weird things I found. I even went through my old gradeschool yearbooks. Gosh...what was I thinking!?! My hair looked sooo bad in every single picture...thank god they seem to get progressively better as the years went on!!! Once I finsihed weeding out the junk it was just the matter of making it all look organized in my new room!!! The double bed and bigger closet made things pretty simple since I could hide a ton of crap under the bed and in the closet and make the room look so organized without actually being organized!!!! All in all the entire move including cleaning took about seven hours!!!!
Now I am in my new room and everything is fabulous!!! I love the wallcolor!!! The green came out fabulous..it is cool and kind of tropical feeling and goes awesome with my oak furniture and floor. And the best part of the room by far is the fabulous double bed!!!! Which is where I am lying typing this very blog hehe!!!! Mag and I went to Target yesterday and got a memory foam topper thingy and a delightful memory foam pillow...until now I had never had a memory foam pillow...boy they are fabulous!!!! Well worth the $30 that Mag shelled out for it hehe!!!
Oy well that is about it for now...I've been so good about updating this blog the past few days that not much else has happened to me in the past 48 hours!!!! I am still addicted to ebay and while I was in the middle of moving today I lost another auction in the final minutes=( The 2nd cool vintage purse I lost this week =( I gotta get better at this whole bidding war thing cause I keep losing really cool shit in the last five mintues and by like a dollar and it blows!!!! Okay time to curl up with my book and get to bed...I am only on book numero seis of the summer...and Steveo is killing me in the race!!!!

When the stars go blue

Tonight I relived part of my childhood...going to the Phillies game with my family for the fireworks game!!! It's something we've done every year since forever and it is always an interesting/ fun evening. I always slightly hate the idea of going cause who wants to waste a Friday night being seen in public with your parents but in the end I have fun. Karen and Kevin got to join us this year which I prefer since I feel less lame when they are there with me and the folks.
It's weird how tradition works...like how something becomes a tradition. The McGeehan and Pine families have been going to the fireworks game for as long as I can remember and even though we are all old now its one of the few things we didn't eliminate. Even though the whole event isn't as cool or amazing as it probably was when I was like seven its still pretty fun. I mean the Phillies freakin suck but my family never shuts up during the game and our seats are so bad that its basically like just going out for hot dogs and beer!!! And of course the fireworks are the best part...even though I'm not a little kid anymore I still love watching the fireworks!!!! It's just not summer without seeing them and they are still the best fireworks I've ever seen..even better than the ones Philly does for the 4th!!!
Anywayz I kind of went off a little about my evening but I dunno it was just a strange night. It fascinates me how family works. Like how is it possible that you can love you family and think they are completely insane at same time. Perfect example...my family had a touching movie moment as we all sat on the hood/ roof of our car watching the fireworks tonight....skip to ten minutes later my dad is cursing and flipping ppl the bird while driving recklessly through traffic while Karen is screaming from the backseat and Mag is clutching the passenger door!!! So yeah if you think your family is insane...I'm sure I can top it!!! But hey you can't pick your family and I guess when it comes down to it I'd probably pick mine anyway if I could=) Mostly for the entertainment =)

Woah there!!!!

I haven't updated this piece in forever!!!! I can't even remember all the things I have done since June 19th lol that feels like forever ago!!! This summer is going by soo fast I can't believe its only two months till I go back to school..I'm a little pissed at Stockton right now though cause they are making us move back in on Labor Day..moving in on Labor Day when you go to school 15 minutes from the shore..yeah thats smart!!! Plus we start classes the next day..it took me almost a week to organize all my shit last year..moving in on sunday was soo much better...I loved having the extra day to veg and catch up with the roommates..but whatever!!!!
Since my surgery I have gone back to work at the mall...my job is quite pimp!!! Its really decent money and all I do is talk on the phone!!! I do get a little tired of my own "phone voice" by the end of the night but its all good cause I have the best hours ever..my typical shift is like 2-7...which is fabulous since I am so not a morning person!!! It just sucks that I found the job kindof late in the summer...I really need to make a decent amount of money so I can survive this year at school. I'm thinking I'm gonna have to take on a job once I get back to school...I'm thinking DSW cause then I can get some pimp shoe discounts and for Christmas I will just buy everyone some shoes!!! Its perfect!!!
Recently I've also been working on switching bedrooms..its a slow process..mostly because I'm slow like a sloth and I haven't had any time between working and going out and doing nothing to focus!!! I moved my entire closet and all my clothes but I am still working on moving the rest of my junk collection!!!
I was watching the news earlier and our governor sucks...he needs to fix all this budget bullshit so that ppl can gamble again and be merry...I never realized how many ppl are non-essential till this whole thing hit the fan...poor Kevin hasn't be able to work all week cause apaprently being a probation officer isnt essential..so look out cause sex offenders are on the loose and not checking in with anyone!!! Politics are so lame...I'm not gonna lie I don't know much about the subject but one day I'm gonna learn all that shit and then become president and fix everything...I think that is what this country needs...a president who is a social worker..forget all these businessman/ lawyers..why not put someone in office who actually cares about ppl and their needs!!!! And when I do become president a few little things I plan to correct...moobs will become illegal!!! no fat men will be allowed to go topless at the beach..no one wants to see that!!! 2nd..the plural or moose will become meese (for janine) and mongoose will become mongeese...what the hell is with mongooses..that is just ridicuolous...maybe all the immigrants can't learn english cause our language makes no sense!!!
Not much else is new with me..my 4th of July was fabulous!!! A little swimming, some semi-decent fireworks and hanging out with my friends..fabulous!!!! I also learned a valueable lesson on the 4th..never let a friend cut your denim skirt to make it look "cooler" cause you will wind up looking like a hooker!!!! I feel bad throwing the skirt out maybe I will use it at halloween or something...
I'm not too sure whats going on this weekend..I'm going to the Phillies game tomorrow to see some real fireworks..but the rest of the weekend is up in the air!!!!
Its only like two weeks till my folks go away!!!! I'm already planning a party, a movie marathon, and a lot of fabulousness!!!! Okay well that is about it...this post is uber long and kindof random but hopefully it is entertaining enough to make up for the fact I haven't posted in sooo long!!!!!

Recovering

Hello people!!! I'm still alive!!!! This has been the most boring week ever!!!! Mostly because I have only been semi-conscious for about a third of it!!! All I have to say is drugs are great!!!! Surgery not so great =( I'm guessing everything will be really good in like a month and I will be glad I did this but right now everything sucks. Being swollen and bruised and trapped on a couch for a week is not really fun. Especially when its pretty outside and I really wanna go to the beach..hopefully I will be feeling good soon and I can get to the shore in a few weeks. I'm a little stressed right now cause I didn't think I'd be in this much pain post-op but I am!!! I have a really high pain tolerance and I guess I just didn't prepare well for this surgery and it kindof kicked my ass!!! I'm doing a little better each day but I'm worried I won't be good enough to go back to work for a little while and since I just started my new job that isn't exactly good...oh well...not much I can do about that now=(
Anywayz its late and I'm tired but I just wanted to post something so everyone knows I am alive!!! Thanks so much to everyone for calling and texting me while I've been recovering!!! Sorry to anyone I didn't call or text back...like I said the not conscious thing was a little crazy...anywayz I'm feeling much better now so if anyone is free and wants to visit me in a few days..let me know!!!!

Doin' Fine

The title pretty much sums up everything. The drama has subsided for a little while, but I'm not buying into the false hope that it won't be back. At this point I say bring it on!!! My pet peeve for the day is people who don't leave voicemails when its important. Like if you have nothing to say thats fine and all but when its about plans or something important..leave a message!!!! Why do you think they invented voicemail!!??!! Honestly why can't people use their heads..to quote Tom Hanks in one of the greatest movies ever.."thats that lump thats three feet above your ass!!!!"
Anywayz other than that the weekend was fabulous!!!! Friday I almost died on the way to Nick's house..but I didn't so thats good. I'm all for a good thunderstorm but that rain on friday was scary!!! I was freakin out!!!! Saturday night was fun...but I got raped at poker...it was sad. I thought I played fairly well..but yet..raped =( It was only a ten buck buy in so its okay. I'm gonna watch more tv poker and try to get great before our next game hehe!!!!
Today was a fairly quiet day...but for some reason I was soo tired all day so it was good. I think I was fighting off a cold all week so that might be why. But now I'm feeling good...my immune system has been rocking recently!!!! I went shopping with the Mag. We went to home depot to pick out paint for my new room. Its between this pretty light green color or this bright coral color..I can't decide!!!! I'm gonna show everyone the samples and get opinions. Tomorrow I'm gonna start cleaning the whole room and preping the walls for paint. I'm hoping to be painted and ready to rock by next weekend..hopefully!!!! Maybe I will try and find some people to help me and make the work go faster!!!
I started my 4th book of the summer today!!! I finally finished the Davinci Code..two days after seeing the movie lol!!!! The endings to both were quite different and I dunno which one I prefered. I think the movie actually...but the rest of the book was much better...which is typical!!!! The book I'm reading now is called August Frost. I bought it cause it was hardcover and on sale for $4 and im po!!! Its about a british guy and it seems a little odd, but ya never know. I'm hopeful that it will be delightful!!!!

P.S. I watched The Family Stone with SJP tonight with the Mag and it sucked!!!! I love SJP ever since becomong addicted to Sex and the City..but the movie blew. Mag and I thought it was gonna be like this funny comedy thing and it had such good people in it..Luke Wilson, Rachel McAdams and Diane Keaton...but it really sucked. It was like depressing and weird and not very funny...def not worth the rent..boo!!!!

My Middle Name is Drama

I don't know why I kid myself into believing that my life will ever be drama free. Every spring I think this summer will be drama free because I have amazing friends and what could go wrong..and every summer..BAM!!!! DRAMA!!!!! I'm guessing it is just me..maybe I do bring this all onto myself!!!
It's interesting that when the drama hits you really see who your true friends are. These past few months have been really tough and I almost can't believe some of the things that have taken place. I've kept a lot to myself because I'm a private person, but its been a tough road. Like I am always hoping that eventually I will grow out of these troubles, but it seems like everyone has drama no matter how old they are..the drama is just for different reasons.
I am normally totally against writing a blog that is too personal but tonight I just can't not say this. I don't even know if anyone reads this stupid thing but I'm saying this anyway...I don't want anyone who might read this to think this is about them..it is really based on no one person...this is simply based on a series of events that have occurred and seriously changed my views on my relationships and drama in general.
I realize now that drama is never going away and yes I am aware that I am partly responsible for all the drama in my life. Yes I am an extremely sarcastic person and I indeed talk shit on people when I am angry or just feel like it...for this I make no apologies. And I will not lie and say that I'm gonna change my ways. I can't say I always have a reason for talking shit on someone cause that would be a another lie, but I am tired of feeling judged for speaking my mind. When I am in the company of friends I am a very open person..everyone knows this...I trust my friends with my life and I say what I want. Frankly about 90% of the shit I say I would say to the person's face and most of it I have!!!! I guess when it comes down to it I am just one of those bitchy girls like in Mean Girls...but at least I own up to it. I never pretend to be someone I am not!!!! I talk shit on people and everyone knows it...most of the shit it just a joke anyway and I'm not holding grudges from the past...I really harbor no anger towards anyone in life from my past....that is about the only thing that getting older teaches you..time heals all wounds..grow up and move on!!!!
Okay well I really don't know why I am writing this!!! Basically I just want everyone out there to know I'm not a horrible person. Yes my life has drama..but if your reading this and trying to pretend your own life doesn't...you are only kidding yourself!!! Frankly I am almost 20 years old...it has taken me a long time to figure out who I am and now that I know it I'm not changing for anyone!!!! That saying about "those who matter don't mind and those who mind don't matter" is just so true to life!!! Whoever said that was one smart mother!!! So in conclusion..this is me..and thank you to all those who stick by me cause guess what...you matter.

Sleeping till Noon!!!!

Okay I really need to stop sleeping till noon!!! It makes it so hard to go to bed before like 4am...if you think about it I'm only sleeping 8 hours..but its just the totally wrong eight hours to sleep...like by the time I wake up, eat breakfast and shower and get ready to do something...its dinner!!! I figure once I start working...somewhere lol..that I will get a better schedule going!!!!
Anywho I haven't updated this blog in forever..cause I haven't been home and awake to do so in like days....I feel like all I do is come home to sleep!!! So let's recap what I've been up to...Well thursday we hung at Janine's and Steveo, Albert, Deanna and myself did the tour de delsea as steve called it...I call it the tour de fat!!!! I love fast food and I am now basically spending the last little bit of money I posess eating at every place everyday all the time!!!! Cause Mag has just stopped shopping and cooking...great!!! In other news I went shopping with the Mag yesterday and bought these awesome shoes and some cute shirts...I can't wait till the weather is warmer so I can rock all the cute summer clothes!!!! Next Saturday is supposed to be like 85 so I feel a shore trip is in order!!!!
As far as tv is concerned...Idol....I felt sorry for poor elliot..so ugly...but talented. I honestly can't decide who I want to win since Chris left I dont really care...Taylor is funny but Kathryn is good..I dunno!!! Lost...is still confusing but fabulous!!!! Will and Grace sucked and was a huge let down...the show really declined the past few seasons..its sad. ER was pretty fierce even though I didn't really follow it this season at all..I'm curious what will happen with Abby in the fall!!! The OC...all I have to say is...thank god!!!! Mischa can't act and being pretty isn't good enough lol..that show is fairly retarted!!! Last but not least..Greys!!!!! Omg best show on tv for real!!!! That double episode was amazing..my jaw dropped like 5 times lol...so sad that they killed Denny..that sucked..and Izzy better not quit or I will cry..she's my favorite...well thats about it...thank god the weather is pretty when tv takes a three month break otherwise what would people do with themselves!!!!

HEHEHEHE!!!!

Just kidding Steveo I know you didn't mean it!!!! But I said I was gonna write a blog about it so I did hehe!!!! =)

Steve is a big bully!!!

So at the mall today after lunch Steve mad fun of me for being 19 still and then later on insulted my sense of style!!! OUCH!!!! And this was after I helped him shop!!!! GRRRR!!!!!

Today Kinda Sucked

Today was just one of those do nothing days..but it kindof sucked. I felt sick so I just stayed in bed all day and read my book. It wasn't the best idea cause now I have hardcore cabin fever and I just spent the whole day doing way too much thinking. I'm so glad I have a lot to do tomorrow cause I need to get out of this house!!! Wednesday is officially my day to find a freakin job. So far I've been living off my savings and making money by doing lame tasks around the house like filing my grandmother's tax rebate forms and cleaning the cabinet under the bathroom sink that no one dared to do the past five years....yeah its been so much fun!!! But I can't live on like $25 a week all summer so its time to get in gear and find a job. My distant cousin is a night manager at Rite Aid so I might get a job in the pharmacy there...which will probably suck but at least its something.
On a more delighftul note.. I got all my grades online today and I managed to swing straight A's in all five classes!!! I was actually shocked as hell when I got my grades...this semester was really stressfull and it feels so good to know all the stress and staying up till 3am finishing papers paid off!!! I hope everyone else is as happy with their grades as I am!!!! Well that's about it for now...I'm gonna get to bed after I read a little more of my book...Angels and Demons is very good and quite addicting..thanx to eveyone who recommended it!!!

Black Horse and a Cherry Tree

Its the first official day of summer and I'm slightly bored. I spent the day in Philly with the Mag and Marge. I got to hang out with my godfather and little cousin Ashley so that was cool. She is about to turn 6 and she is almost as tall as me...sad...but I am the same height as her dad so hopefully she will just stop growing lol!!! Other than that visit I spent the day hunting for jobs...it is tough!!! I don't mean to sound like a bitch but I am not spending my summer working some lame highschool level job...but getting a real job is hard!!! I left messages for a few places for hopefully I hear back from somewhere!!!
TV was amazing last night!!!! I'm glad Paris got sent home on AI..her speaking voice was so annoying I just wanted to slap the tv sometimes!!! And the Tree was amazing!!!! If they kill Nathan or Cooper I'm gonna be pissed..they are both too pretty to get killed off!!! I hate having to wait four months to find out what happens!!! And what can I say about LOST!!! WOW!!! I didn't see that ending coming at all...it was quite fierce. I dunno what to say about that show except I find it fascinating!!! And probably not for the same reason everyone else does...I find it amazing cause for the first 55 minutes of every episode I bitch about slow it moves and that it is never gonna go anywhere and then BAM!!! in the last five minutes they completely blow me away to the point where I'm tuning in again the next week...any show that can swing that for like two years must be doing something right!!!
Anywayz I am bored cause no one is home till tomorrow!!! I can't wait to see everyone!!!! I am so bored I freakin changed my aim profile cause I'm a big loser and I got tired of downloading stupid songs!!! I would be reading the DaVinci Code right now if my lame Aunt still didn't have it at her house..how hard it is to read one book in under two months...really!!!!
In my final thought for the night I have figured out my ultimate summer goal is to not stress about stupid shit!!! Cause recently I've been doing way too much of that and it just plain old sucks!!! I've decided to let everything just be!!! My reasoning is that I'm generally a good person so hopefully if I just keep doing my own thing then good things will happen!!! We'll see how long this lasts...

Freedom!!!!!!!

First off...I can't belive I am typing this from my bed..thats on the ground!!!! I've been home now for about 8 hours and its good to be home!!! But I already miss the roommates!!! But its sooo amazing to feel free and not have to worry about classes and stress..now I just have to find a freakin job and stress about grades..but I'm sure everything will be cool.
Speaking of jobs...if anyone knows anything good let me know!!!! Mag is on the hunt and I'm so affraid of what shes going to try and get me to do!!!! Karen offered to pay me to be her bitch all summer and take care of the dog and wedding plans..if I can't find anything better it might happen hehe!!!!
Well thats about it for now...I can't wait for everyone else to get home so we can party!!!! Till then I will just be unpacking until I die...I can't wait to switch bedrooms..I have no freakin space for all my crap..its so bad!!! I hate unpacking almost as much as I hate packing hehe!!! Alright time for bed!!! I'm going to philly tomorrow to visit Marge with Mag cause a free lunch is involved!!!!

6 Days!!!!!!

I can't believe its only 6 days!!!!!! Today was the last day of my internship and it was amazing!!!! Everyone was soo nice to me and it was so awesome. I complained a lot about waking up early and fitting in the 90 hours but it all seemed worth it today. I even got flowers and a few cards!!! I'm really gonna miss everyone that I worked with and my boss wrote me a really nice evaluation so that was soo great!!!!
It's really starting to sink in that there are only 6 days left...I'm already finished with my night class and now my internship is over!!!! I can't believe that only two projects and one final stand between me and freedom lol!!!! This weekend is gonna be a beast I have everything do and nothing done hehe!!!! Oh well I will battle!!!! Its sad to leave here though...like packing some things up earlier today was very emotional...I know we are all coming back in September and we even scored the same fabulous apartment...but I will miss the roomies and the freedom of having my own place=(
I just realized summer is six days away and I have not made my goals yet...here is my rough draft...there are many repeats cause I never seem to accomplish a few of these hehe.....first off karen and I decided we wanna read like all the classic lit books that we haven't already...my list includes pride and prejudice and catcher in the rye. Then of course I still wanna try and squeeze in sum exercise which only lasts like a week but I have to say it otherwise I feel like a lump hehe!!!! I also wanna do some art stuff this summer like sketch stuff again and paint!!!!! I really wanna learn to sew well if possible so I can make my own clothes!!!!! That's all my big stuff for now that I can think of..mostly I just want to have a good time this summer and avoid any drama!!!!! We'll see how that goes....

10 DAYS!!!!!

OMG I can't believe its only 10 days till summer!!!! And I have so much shit to do it isn't even funny...really not funny..not even a little!!!! And I'm hardcore slacking. I did nothing school related this weekend....never even cracked a book and my research proposal is due in 10 days!!!! I'm totally at the point of no longer caring...I just need summer to hurry up and get here already!!!!!
Anywayz enough with that cause bitching isn't gonna make these 10 days go any faster. This weekend was amazing btw...which is exactly why I got nothing done!!! Friday night me and the roomies went to AC for Delia's birthday...it was fabulous!!!! We went to PF Changs in the Trop...omg their food is fierce and I ate like a horse lol!!!! I can't wait to take everyone I know there for like a million dinners...the food puts all other chinese food to shame and it was cheap too!!!!! Enough about that..afterwards we went to the Claridge cause Jen scored us free tickets to the Price is Right show...it was sooo funnn!!!! Our seats were awesome..front row..and after the show Janine attacked Roger Lodge and convinced him to take a picture with us...it was hysterical she went into full stalker fan mode...I loved it!!!! PS Roger Lodge is quite yummy in person lol and apparently built according to Janine since she stuck both her hands on his chest as she stopped him from walking away lol!!!!
Last night was equally fun...Deanna and Berto came to visit...it was Deanna's first time seeing the apartment!!!! We all went to see the Benchwarmers which was sooo funny!!!!! I almost cried I was laughing so hard..that movie is genius cause it combines like three of the funniest ppl ever!!!! ooooo I love it!!!!
Anywho today I was such a bum I watched like 20 movies including Autumn in New York, Goonies, Harry Potter 2, Pretty Woman, & Ten Things I Hate About You...all great movies btw hehee!!!! They came in quite handy since I was putting off any form of work...which wasn't hard since its now 2am and I've only been up 12 and a half hours hehe!!!! I love sleep what can I say!!!!
Well I think thats about it for now...I'm gonna go read something school related then probably go to bed since its 2am and I got nothing better to do lol!!!!

I can smell it!!!

Summer is so close now I can smell it!!!! I can't wait for these two weeks to fly by...I mean I love school and I will miss the apartment..but nothing compares to summer!!!! No school combined with partying and seeing all my friends is just amazing!!!! Plus this summer is gonna be uber fabulous since I get my new room and the house to myself for two whole weeks!!! O the fun I'm gonna have with that!!!! I will be making an official schedule of the two weeks soon...which I will be refering to as the "two weeks of fabulous"!!!!! Anywayz in other news my Easter was cool but odd. I got loads of candy and that was good...ps for all of those who haven't tried chocolate covered potato chips..you haven't lived yet!!! Easter was odd though cause it just didn't feel like Easter. I wasn't used to having an early monday class so I had to like leave the festivities early to drive back to school..which sucked!!!! But I loved my comfy pink cotton Easter skirt so that made up for it...and Mag gave me Easter cash which is always amazing!!!!
On Good Friday I got to see everyone down at Deanna's!!!! It was amazing...everyone was so hyper and it was just a great night...I really miss everyone when I'm here at school so nights like that make me want summer so bad!!!!! Well that is about all I can think to write since I can't stop thinking about summer!!!! I should get to bed I have to intern in the morning...only four more days of waking up at 7am!!!!! Yippy!!!!!

White Strips and Cell Phone Woes

This week I have serious beef with teeth whitening strips and my cell phone!!!! First of all Crest White Strips suck!!!! Mag bought me a box for Christmas and I finally got around to using them last sunday and they suck!!! I got the 7 day box and it says you should see results around day 3 and I only have two days to go and I got nothing!!!! My teeth are maybe slightly whiter but nothing that anyone would ever notice..not that they were that bad to begin with but still they could be whiter!!! And my serious beef with the Crest company is that these strips are a pain in the ass...and they don't work!!! Like they totally lie in the commericals when they say they are easy to use and you can wear them anywhere!!! First of all they are really hard to put on without f-ing up the strip and they kindof burn your gums if you line then up wrong. Then once they are in its the most uncomfortable 30 minutes ever!!! They slide around the whole time so you can't talk at all or do anything cause your just focused on keeping them in place!!! Plus the bleach on the strips dyes your fingers white if you forget to wash them right away!!! Anywayz I'm just ranting as a warning to people cause the strips are a lot of effort and very little results so far!!! I dunno what the bitch in the commerical is talking about when she says she uses them on the drive to work lol!!!
My other beef is with myself and my ridiculous phone abuse cause I am still going over my text messaging limit almost...I finally convinced Mag to up my limit to 650 a month so I'd stop going over and I am about to blow past that!!! I'm already at 500 messages and I have to survive like another 9 days..I'm not gonna make it!!! I don't even know how I got so many txts but it sucks cause I don't wanna have to listen to Mag bitch...so if you love me and you're reading this call or im me...please not texts till after the 16th hehe!!!!

Insomnia!!!!

I hate how sleeping too much on the weekends makes going to bed sunday nights impossible...I just filled out a freakin 80 question myspace survery hoping it would bore me to sleep and here I am still kicking!!! But its okay cause this weekend was fabulous even with losing that pesky hour to daylight savings time!! Friday night the boys came down and it was sooo much fun..it made me want these next five weeks to fly by so I can be home and hang out with my friends all the time!!!!
I am sad cause I just realized that april fools came and went and I didn't prank anyone and no one pranked me=(
Yesterday I did some hardcore shopping!!! I am addicted to clothes and shoes and I seriously need help..I can't wait to start working this summer cause I am that poor!!!! But I got some amazingly cute and cheap items at old gravy!!! god I love being short and fitting into kids sizes...I bought like 8 shirts and the most expensive one was $10...if only I had shorter legs and could rock kids bottoms!!!!
Anywho this week should go by rather quickly since we don't have classes wednesday cause of advising...thursday is my day to register!!! I hope I get everything I wanted to take then my schedule will be sweet!!!!! And I can't believe the yellowcard concert is already this friday..its gonna be fabulous!!!!!! That is all for now and I am finally tired...bed time!!!!!

I want summer now!!!!

Okay so summer needs to just hurry up and get here already!!!! There is just way too many projects and papers and tests to take in the next five weeks and I just don't wanna!!!! Plus I need to start making money...I am poor!!! I want to buy so many cute pairs of shoes and a million different outfits and I am poor...I spent like way too much money on food and junk this year!!! Those trips to target really add up!!! I'm trying to pull together some funds so I can go tanning for a month before summer...I bought a lot of cute skirts to wear this summer and pale legs will just not look good!!!
One huge reason I can't wait for summer..besides getting to pimp my new room..is that I can sleep in my bed!!!! The pinched nerve in my shoulder is acting up again and for some reason it never hurts when I'm in my comfy bed at home..only here!!!! So I haven't been sleeping like hardly at all at night which probably explains why I'm sooo lazy all day long!!!!
I feel like all I've done all week besides run around for classes and the internship is watch tv and here's what I think about the shows so far...American Idol...sucked!!!! None of these ppl have any talent they should have stopped after Kelly Clarkson!!! Lost...is finally going somewhere even though they are still moving uber slow..I have faith its going somewhere good lol!!! Evidence is actually pretty good but will probably get cancelled like all decent new shoes!!!
Well thats about it...I'm tired and its time for bed...I have to go be an intern in the morning!!! Peace!!!!

I Don't Wanna Go To Class!!!!!!!

I don't wanna go to class!!!!! Going to bed early really does give you more energy...I think I actually got 8 hours of sleep last night for like the first time in forever!!!! Too bad I have to waste my hyperness on research class. I've been having a strange week...I haven't been hungry at all..which is sooo weird for me...I am still eating though cause ya know you have to...but I just don't really feel like it and my stomach keeps talking like all the time which is bad when your sitting in a group session for theory class...oops hehe!!! Well I should probably go finish getting ready...only 6 more weeks till summer!!!!!
P.s. V for Vendetta is a pretty good movie...just thought I'd share that lol!!!

My new part time gig!!!!!!

Spring break is half over and I feel like it is flying by!!!! The past two days I have spent like 8 hours a day over at Karen and Kevin's new casa!!! There new place is very cute..which is a nice word for small hehe!!! The lady who lived there before seemed to keep it pretty clean but some things in the house were pretty nasty so I've spent the last 48 hours helping clean windows and other gross things and painting every surface in the house. I have decided that I am a pretty good painter..I must take after Jack...since I have a pretty steady hand and work well with the little brushes I quickly got put in charge of touch-ups and cutting in and handling edges...funnnn!!!!! lol!!! Its really impressive though how much of a difference painting makes..the house looks sooo different now and like 1,000times better since Monday when we started!!! Karen has work the next two days so we are taking a break..but I'm sure I will get sucked into helping on saturday hehe!!!
There is so much I need to do before I go back to school...I really don't want the week to ever end!!! I have hw that I need to do tomorrow and a paper to write...plus I have shopping that needs to go done..I need to hit the bank...docs appts...and a million other things...including fall out boy and of course sleep lol...so much to do sooo little time!!!!

Finally!!!!!!!!

Spring break is finally here...yippy!!!! I am so excited!!!! It's sooo good to be home and sleeping in a bed on the ground!!! I hate loft beds...I don't ever wanna go back to it lol...but I do miss the roomies!!! So far break has been amazing and its only been 24 hours...last night I got to see my ppl. so of course that was fabulous!!!! I'm working tonight which is cool cause no one else could hang anywayz and I need the dinero!!! Tomorrow I am going to our girly lunch at Larry's!!! And hanging with Kelly at night!!!! Then its a whole week on nothing!!! Well nothing besides reading a good book and helping Karen fix up her new casa...a whole lot of cleaning and painting!!! I have also decided that this summer when I get my new room..aka Karen's old one with the bigger closet and more space... I am painting it navy blue cause I always wanted a darker room and I'm getting rid of the awful green carpet for some fabulous faux wood flooring hehe!!! I even get to keep the double bed cause Karen isn't taking it with her!!!! Yippy!!!! Anywayz that is basically my week..since all my ppl are going back to school like sunday/monday...I hate having a different spring break then most of my ppl..but I guess I can't complain a week of nothing will be better than school work hehe!!! I didn't even get that much homework for the break so that is awesome...just like two papers!!!!
OMG and how could I forget!!!! Next Saturday I'm going to see FALL OUT BOY!!!! I heart Deanna for getting tickets hehe!!!!! That will be an uber fabulous way to cap off the break!!!! I just wish this week could last forever..I want summer sooo bad!!!!! Alrighty well I should go check on my dinner!!! I am making my beef burgandy for the familia...yup thats right I cook!!!! And then I gotta get ready for work!!!!

3 More Days!!!!!!

I can't believe spring break is almost here and this last week isn't going nearly as slow as I thought it would!!!! I hope next week crawls by of course hehe=) This week has actually been going great so far....yesterday went by fast which is all that I can hope for on my monday of three crap classes and I even scored a 100% on my pharm test..woohoo!!!!! Today was good cause my internship is fun....its a lot of office work but the people at the United Way are cool so I don't mind helping out..I'm thinking I might even volunteer like one day a week over the summer cause I really like the people and I figure it would be nice to give something back even if I'm not getting graded. I would like to help more but they can't pay me and I need a job!!!! I spent an obscene amount of money the past two weeks...thankfully I'm working a little over the break or else I wouldn't be able to eat for like the month of April hehe!!! What can I say I'm a huge clothes and esp. shoes whore!!!! I just love everything I see!!!!! Why does everything have to cost so damn much money....this summer if it kills me I'm learning to sew cause seriously I walk into a store and see a tiny little skirt for like $50 and I think to myself "gosh I could make that for like $6!!!"
Anywayz I'm super excited about the break I can't wait to see all my friends..and of course see FALL OUT BOY!!!!!!!! I also have a laundry bag that is freakin out of control...I love myself I am so lazy..Mag still does my laundry...I always go home and like put it in the washer and then just forget about it...but it always winds up folded and clean...its magic!!!!! I've also discovered that I can go exactly three weeks without washing anything and I will never have to repeat an outfit or recycle anything lol!!!! And I promise I don't smell bad hehe!!!!
So Lent is going pretty well so far...I think I've been doing a good job with my don't sweat the small stuff plan..baby steps hehe...and I've definetly been taking better care of myself...I'm eating fruit or veggies at least once a day...which is way better than cookies or ice cream hehe...and I even exercised the other day...yeah it was only once but ya gotta start somewhere. I still haven't bought vitamins, but I need to go home and get Mag to pay for them since I spent my last ten bucks on these adorable flip flops from Delias...yes its true in my world shoes do rank higher than vitamins!!!! Well that's about it for now!!!! The next time I post this I will be home for break eating good food, seeing my friends, and sleeping in my bed that is actually on the ground!!!!!

I suck at Lent!!!!

Okay..so its official...I suck at Lent!!! Yesterday I couldn't get ashes cause I had two morning and one night class..during all the mass times...the whole day I kept thinking about how bad I felt and then it hit me...OY DUMBASS YOU ATE CHICKEN FOR LUNCH!!!! yes it is true..I ate a chicken sandwich on the first day of Lent...but its not my fault!!! I totally forgot the meat rule!!!! I blame the fact that I don't go to Catholic school anymore where they used to like say no meat 100,000 times a day lol!!!! Anywayz yeah I get that I'm an adult and its all my fault...I'm going to hell...but I'm sure I'll have company=P
So yeah for Lent my goals this year...which I manage to f up every year will be....1. Take better care of myself...I'm gonna say I will try and do sum exercises but I'm gonna settle for taking a daily vitamin and getting more calcium into my diet. 2. To sweat the little stuff a little less...cause everything really does work out in the end!!! These two don't seem so tough so I'm really gonna try to make them stick!!!

Some days I totally agree with this!!!

>> WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S.
>> PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH?
>>
>>
>> My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of Iraq
>> regime has been completed.
>>
>> Since congress does not want to spend any more money on
>> this war, our mission in Iraq is complete.
>>
>> This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of
>> all American forces from Iraq. This action will be complete
>> within 30 days. It is now to begin the reckoning.
>>
>> Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names
>> of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq
>> conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom, Spain,
>> Bulgaria, Australia, and Poland are some of the countries
>> listed there.
>>
>> The other list contains everyone not on the first list.
>> Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press
>> secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later
>> this evening.
>>
>> Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign
>> aid to those nations on List 2 ceases immediately and
>> indefinitely. The money saved during the first year alone
>> will pretty much pay for the costs of the Iraqi war.
>>
>> The American people are no longer going to pour money into
>> third world Hell-holes and watch those government leaders
>> grow fat on corruption.
>>
>> Need help with a famine? Wrestling with an epidemic? Call
>> France.
>>
>> In the future, together with Congress, I will work to
>> redirect this money toward solving the vexing social
>> problems we still have at home. On that note, a word to
>> terrorist organizations. Screw with us and we will hunt you
>> down and eliminate you and all your friends from the face of
>> the earth.
>>
>> Thirsting for a gutsy country to terrorize? Try France, or
>> maybe China.
>>
>> I am ordering the immediate severing of diplomatic
>> relations with France, Germany, and Russia. Thanks for all
>> your help, comrades. We are retiring from NATO as well. Bon
>> chance, mes amis.
>>
>> I have instructed the Mayor of New York City to begin
>> towing the many UN diplomatic vehicles located in Manhattan
>> with more than two unpaid parking tickets to sites where
>> those vehicles will be stripped, shredded and crushed. I
>> don't care about whatever treaty pertains to this You creeps
>> have tens of thousands of unpaid tickets. Pay those tickets
>> tomorrow or watch your precious Benzes, Beamers and limos be
>> turned over to some of the finest chop shops in the world. I
>> love New York
>>
>> A special note to our neighbors. Canada is on List 2.
>> Since we are likely to be seeing a lot more of each other,
>> you folks might want to try not pissing us off for a change.
>>
>> Mexico is also on List 2. President Fox and his entire
>> corrupt government really need an attitude adjustment. I
>> will have a couple extra tank and infantry divisions sitting
>> around. Guess where I am going to put em? Yep, border
>> security. So start doing something with your oil.
>>
>> Oh, by the way, the United States is abrogating the NAFTA
>> treaty - starting now.
>>
>>
>> We are tired of the one-way highway. Immediately, we'll be
>> drilling for oil in Alaska - which will take care of this
>> country's oil needs for decades to come. If you're an
>> environmentalist who opposes this decision, I refer you to
>> List 2 above: pick a country and move there. They care.
>>
>> It is time for America to focus on its own welfare and its
>> own citizens. Some will accuse us of isolationism. I answer
>> them by saying, "darn tootin."
>>
>>
>> Nearly a century of trying to help folks live a decent
>> life around the world has only earned us the undying enmity
>> of just about everyone on the planet. It is time to
>> eliminate hunger in America. It is time to eliminate
>> homelessness in America. It is time to eliminate World Cup
>> Soccer from America. To the nations on List 1, a final
>> thought. Thanks guys. We owe you and we won't forget.
>>
>> To the nations on List 2, a final thought: You might want
>> to learn to speak Arabic.
>>
>> God bless America. Thank you and good night.
>>
>> If you can read this, thank a teacher. If you are reading
>> it in English, thank a soldier.


My dad sent this to me in an email...if it angers anyone..take it up with him!!!

Celebrity Gossip Addict!!!

Okay so my new obsession for this week is popsugar.com. I was just introduced to it the other week and it is great!!! As many people know I am obsessed with stupid celebrity gossip and I waste money all the time on cheesy magazines....but now I don't need to!!!! Popsugar.com is genius lol cause its all stupid gossip and they update it all the time!!! Just thought I would share this in case anyone doesn't know about it and is looking for something to read hehe!!!

Three Day Weekend!!!!

I'm having the best week ever!!! Well at least the best couple of days anyway!!! My internship is becoming fabulous!!! I am now like in charge of running a children's charity fashion show for the United Way of AC!!! It's so cool cause I get to like try and contact really famous designers and ask for their help...hopefully some of my emails and phone calls will be returned and the event will go well!!!! I sent Issac Mizarhi an email because I love his show and he is awesome..he also does a ton of charity work so im hoping he will get back to me or send a donation or something!!! Roxanne and I had so much fun the other day thinking of clever ways to suck up to people to get their help. If there is one thing I've learned from this job so far...its that a little cleverly disguised ass kissing is a magical thing!!!
In other news...I skipped my art class today cause my car battery died...hehe or at least that's what my professor thinks!! My first class today was canceled cause my prof is in Israel being a good little sowker and I was just too lazy to haul my cookies all the way to campus for stupid therapeutic arts for the elders!!! Instead I slept in, cleaned and packed and then got my haircut on the way home!!! I went to this place called Great Clips down by school cause my hair was getting long and I wanted the layers chopped out..they were driving me nuts!!!! Rule one of hair care...never let a student cut your hair..esp not when they razor cut the back so it always flips out!!!!!! =( Anywayz so I went to this little shop which was really nice and sooo cheap...it only cost me $11 !!!! And my hair came out really cute!!! It's soo short again I lost like almost four inches..but its good!!! I feel very different this week so I decided it was time for some change!!!
So I'm home for the weekend cause I have off monday and I can't wait to see everyone!!! Its been way too long and I miss my gang...Spring Break is gonna rock esp. cause I'm going to see Fall Out Boy!!!!!!!! (yet another reason why this week rocks) Anywayz so im home and chilling. I went to the diner with the family tonight...I love diner food...so cheap and so fabulous!!! Then i watched Flightplan...it was pretty good but I called the ending like 20 minutes in..which pissed off my family lol!!! I'm also glad I'm home cause I get to chill with Bailey!!! I love that mutt!!! He's getting so big...he almost doesnt fit when he sleeps on my lap....he's now like 14lbs!!!
Well thats about it..in closing I would like to say Lindsey Jacobellis is a fool for trying to show off and fate bit her in the ass for being over confident...its not over till its over!!!

Snow Day!!!

So its supposed to snow today and that is always fun. If we actually get any of the pretty white stuff that would be cool. They are saying like 10 inches but I'm not buying it. I love a good snow day cause its an excuse to do nothing. I have officially proclaimed today pajama day 2006!!!! So far I've been awake for four hours and done nothing but watch episodes of Criss Angel Mindfreak with Jen lol!!! That show is crazy..I soooo wanna meet him!!!!
I figured out the other day that yesterday was the one year anniversary of me writing this blog lol!!! How crazy is that?? A year sounds like forever..but it goes by so fast..and its amazing what a difference a year makes!!! Sometimes I really can't believe that I've been at Stockton for like two years already...its going by soo fast...I don't wanna graduate soon and become a grown-up hehe!!!
But I am looking forward to summer...this semester has been a little ugly so far and I'm kindof looking forward to it being over...I miss my friends and I can't wait to party this summer and go to Canada!!! This past month has been rough so if I can't have summer right now...I'd at least settle for March!!!

Its been a bad day..again

It's really hard to believe in fate and that everything happens for a reason when you keep getting your ass kicked.

Bored doesn't even begin to describe it!!!

Hello everyone!!!! I don't really know if anyone reads this blog anymore..or if they ever did but I am just that bored that I'm gonna post anyway. I've been sick all week and it sucks. I missed the family brunch on Mag's birthday cause I was sick and I missed my monday classes...then I went to school...made it through one class and came back home again cause I was dying...so for the past two days I've lived on the couch..and its getting really old. I'm starting to feel a little better but not great...I hate my lungs...they suck!!! I'm so bored I actually wish I felt better cause I would go back to school and go to class.
The worst part is I keep missing my internship...I hope the United Way won't hate me when I finally go back next week...but hey I'm working for free so hopefully they'll get over it! The only remotely exciting thing coming up is that my family is having a huge superbowl party with fun foods!!! I'm torn cause I wanna be down at school and be here at the same time...but I think home might win cause I want the food and if I'm still not feeling good I'd rather be here getting taken care of by Mag lol....I'm such a baby when I'm sick!!!
In other news...I've been so bored all week that I've been reading ppls myspaces and looking at stupid websites like its my job...heres what I've realized...I have more of a life than a lot of sad ppl out there and that Stephanie Tanner used to do meth. While laying on the couch watching tv I have learned that the women on the View are still as annoying as ever...even 2000 episodes later...I dunno how Mag watches them everyday...and Becker is very entertaining..prob the only funny show besides the Cosbys that is on during the day.
Well thats about it....if anyone reads this and loves me...please im me or sumthing and cure my immense boredom...thanx!!!

HOTT!!!!!

Its so freakin hot in my apartment right now...I just worked up a sweat vacuuming!!!! I hate doing chores..but I love a clean apartment...I may go lay on the floor later just because its no longer hairy!!!! I hate when nail polish says it wont chip and then it does like 2 days later...grrr!!! I ordered a beanbag chair for the apartment cause the bangin circle chair broke!!!! It arrvied at my house yesterday and apparently is like gigantic...so thats fun!!! I have re-discovered a love for my ipod...aka the pod...I am addicted to it all over again!!! Its much more fun to do lame things like vacuum the apartment when you have music to dance to!!!! I had my internship for the first time this week...it went well...very interesting...so it shouldn't be too horrible...sux having to wake up at 7am twice a week though...I never get to sleep past 9am all week..so I'm beat on the weekends...I'll probably take a nap today after I do some homework. Hasta!

This was too good not to post!!!

Okay so I don't usually like those annoying bulletins on myspace...esp when ppl write ones that say nothing worth reading...but this one was too good and everything on it really did apply to me lol...I'm sure many ppl have read it before but here it is again......

You know you're a 90s kid if...
You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince Of Bel Air"
You've worn skorts and felt stylish
You yearned to be part of the Baby-Sitters club
You use to love playing with your MY Little Pet Shop
You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey from "Blossom" and that "How Rude!" comes from Stephanie from "Full House"
You remember when it was actually worth getting up earlyon a Saturday to watch cartoons.
You wore a ponytail on the side of your head and had fluffed bangs
You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in kindergarten
You remember reading "Goosebumps"
You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, wax off"
You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.
You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.
You remember the craze then the banning of slap bracelets and slam books.
You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence...Not...
You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the green Ranger were meant to be together.
You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up"
You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates
You ever got injured on a Slip 'n' Slide
You wore socks over leggings scrunched down"
Miss Mary Mack, Mack, Mack, all dressed in black, black, black, with silver buttons, buttons, buttons, all down her back, back, back" SHE ASKED HER MOTHER MOTHER MOTHER FOR FIFTY CENTS CENTS CENTS TO SEE THE ELEPHANTS ELEPHANTS ELEPHANTS JUMP OVER THE FENCE THE FENCE THE FENCE"he jumped so high high high he touched the sky sky sky and he didnt come back back back til the forth of july ly ly he jumped so low ow ow he stumbed he's toe oe oe and thats the end end end of the elephants show ow ow
You remember boom boxes vs. cd players
You knew what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare"
You remember Alf, the little brown alien from Melmac and Vicki the Robot from "Small Wonder"
You remember New Kids on The Block when they were cool
You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell"
You played and or collected Pogs
You used to pretend to be a MIGHTY MORPHIN Power Ranger and you owned a Skip It
You had at least one GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere
You watched the original Care Bears, My Little Pony, and Ninja Turtles
All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand (pencils, notebooks, binders, etc.)
You used to wear those stick on earings, not only on your ears, but at the corners of your eyes.
You remember a time before the WB.
You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?"
You thought it would be so cool to be Alex Mack.
You know the Macarena by heart."
Talk to the hand" ... enough said.
You thought Brain woud finally take over the world.

One Week to Go!!!

I can't believe its only a little over a week left till I have to go back to school. I have been such a huge lump over this break that its gonna suck soooo bad to go back and have to like do stuff. I haven't woken up before noon more than like twice since I've been home and on those days it was only cause Mag made me!!!
The only productive thing I have done over break is read a few books!!! I finally got to read A Million Little Pieces by James Frey...it was amahzing and everyone should read it!!!! I also read Hard Eight by Janet Evanovich...which was a really good book too...almost like a girly Patterson book!!! I recommend both!!! Now I'm reading Chosen Prey by John Sandford...we shall see how it goes. I hate that I always read books so out of order...like I start with the 8th one in a series lol...but its okay cause its not like I would really wanna read all 8 anywayz!!
The other night I finally got to see Crash..it was just as good as everyone said it would be...it was one of those movies that after you watched it you like thought about it the whole night...it was deep. When critics and people were saying everyone should see it...they were right. If it were up to me I'd be playing that movie to all the racist folks in this country.
I'm a little bored right now...if Bailey ever wakes up I may take him for a walk...ps Bailey is fat...he is now 9 lbs!!!! Once he stops biting people's feet he will be rockin!!!
In conclusion....I am officially calling people by 3pm so that I never have a repeat of the crap that happened this week which I feel very responsible for...that is all!!!

Who Doesn't Love Christmas!!!

So yesterday was Christmas and it was fabulous!!! On the eve my family went out to dinner with the Pines and it was yummy then we came home and opened our presents cause Karen was working on Christmas!!! At first I wasnt that exicted about opening gifts on the eve but it was really nice...I didn't have to wake up early and I was dressed and pretty for pictures!!! I got some good loot...a digital camera, my makeup from sephora, a thingy so my ipod will play in my car, earrings, clothes, pjs, slippers, and my favorite part cash!!!! Mag likes to keep things even and since the dog put Karen over the $1000 mark I got a nice box of cash to even the score lol!!!!
The best part of Christmas by far though was my christmas/ festivus miracle!!!! Karen got downsized since the hospital wasn't busy and she got off for Christmas after all!!! She came to my aunts with us and had dinner it was great...it wouldnt have been the same without her!!! And Bailey came with us too...the whole family loved him and he was very good puppy all day...except when we took a dump on my aunts rug in the basement...but that was more funny that anything lol!!!!
So all in all I had a very good christmas and eve with my family and I also had a fabulous festivus on Thursday with Nick....hope everyone had equally wonderful holidays...next its time to party it up on New Years Eve!!!!

FESTIVUS!!!!!!!!!!!

Tonight is Festivus my friends!!! It is the best holiday ever!!!! The Festivus episode of Seinfield is playing tonight on TBS at 9pm and everyone should watch it. If you don't already know what festivus is you need to go read a book about it or kill urself lol!!!! It is the best christmas alternative holiday!!! Every year at Christmas Eve dinner I try to convince my family to partcipate in Festivus traditions like the airing of grievances and the feats of strength but no one has gone for it yet...we shall have to see this year!!!

IT'S SO GOOD TO BE HOME!!!!!!!!!!

It's soo good to be home!!! I missed my strange family lol!!! Bailey got really fat lol...he now weighs five pounds!!! Being home makes me realize how close Christmas is....my house is soo overdecorated its not even funny...it looks like Christmas died in here lol!!!! Now I just need to take Jack shopping and wrap all the presents!!!
Im really happy right now, even though I've been sick all day...stupid cold!!!! I'm super happy cause I was randomly checking my grades and somehow I pulled out an A- in abnormal psych....I dunno how I did this....I must have really rocked the final I guess...but anywayz it ruled!!! Hopefully I do as well in my other classes...cause I really want my GPA to be high!!!
That's about it...I'm gonna watch the Muppets Christmas Carol with Karen tonight!!! It's tradition!!! Then I'm going to bed early and sleeping late cause I have nothing to do for a whole month!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait to read my book...A Million Little Pieces!!!! I bought it in Sept but never got a chance to read it until now!!!

Almost there!!!

Christmas break is sooo close I can taste it. I just realized that I haven't posted on here in almost a month and that anyone who actually read this before has given up on me lol oh well!!! Anywayz school is ending on Thursday and that is amahzing (ps thats my word of the month that I stole from a gay man on tv!!!)!!! I just took my theory final today and it went rather well...tomorrow I am off and have to study psych for my last final on thursday!!!! Its ironic that the class i hated and skipped all semester is my last one! But its okay cause thursday night we are partying it up for Christy's 21st birthday!!!! Then friday its driving home slighty hungover to see my pupppy!!! For anyone who I didn't brag to already...Mag and Jack finally cracked and bought us a puppy...an adorable beagle named Bailey!!!! I'm so excited...too bad it took them 20 years lol...but better late than never!!!
In other news, I finished all my christmas shopping...in two days!!! All I have to say is Pier 1 is amahzing!!!! I feel very grown up this year cause it is the first year I bought everything myself and really tried to go all out...and apparently I went a little too far out and it hurt...almost $350 worth of hurt lol!!!! I got some really good stuff though....Im just nervous cause the gift I bought for Karen....which I'm most proud of is backordered and won't be in till the 21st even though I ordered it a month ago...I just hope it makes it in time!!!! I love the holidays...I can't wait to get home and see my family and friends and bake cookies and all that lame junk!!! I also can't wait to decorate my non-denominational shrub lol!!!!!!!!!!
Today was also a big day cause I got my placement letter for my internship next semester...I will working for the United Way in Galloway...im so excited to be in the field...I feel old...I have to like go on an interview and pee in a cup and stuff....this is fierce but it will be swell...
that is all.....peace!!!

Turkey for the girls, turkey for the boys......

I heart thanksgiving!!!!! Turkey with stuffing and mashed potatoes is the best meal in the world. Which means yesterday, Thanksgiving, is the best holiday ever...not counting Christmas because when you add presents to turkey there is really just no contest. Yesterday we had 15 ppl for dinner and it went pretty smoothly...It was great to see everyone and catch up.....I was in charge of sweet potatoes and if I do say so myself they came out really well...it was the first year that almost all of them got eaten..cause I rule lol!!!!!!!!!
It's nice to be home for the long weekend...as much as I love school there is something to be said for having clean laundry and a dishwasher!!!! I just wish I didn't have so much work to do...I have to write two papers and do a presentation....which doesn't leave hardly any time for sleep, shopping, and seeing my friends. Tonight we are all gonna hang out...I can't to see everyone..it feels like its been forever!!!!
Now that Thanksgiving is over I can't wait for Christmas!!! Basically cause it means this semster which has been fun but exhusting is finally over....my classes were really evil and once Dec 16th hits that means the million papers and presentations and finals are over!!! Its gonna be crazy to have a whole month and nothing to do...I have no idea what I'm gonna do with all that free time but I'm sure it will include a lot of sleeping!! But I can already tell the next three weeks are gonna be the longest three weeks of my life!!!
Anywayz I need to go shower and get ready to kick sum ass in shuffleboard!!!!!!! I hope everyone who reads this had an equally fabulous thanksgiving!!!!

Random Things I Love!!!!

This blog is a result of how bored I am because I am alone in the apartment!!!!

-Wawa brand mint chocolate chip ice cream in a sugar cone
-JBCB's
-the awesome feeling you get after you get ur haircut
-being random and crazy all the time
-being bartender
-staring at cloud animals
-the after beach shower
-getting lost while driving
-playing padoodle
-burping
-reading people's away messges, blogs, etc.
-making fun of people
-people watching
-singing very loudly when im alone in the car
-anything food that involves cheese, bacon, or potato
-quoting Napolean Dynamite
-staying up till 4am for no reason
-the smell of a clean apartment
-high heels
-my lux jeans
-Target
-the fact that mini gummi bears taste so much better than regular size bears
-the guy at Dunkin Donuts who puts an assload of cream and sugar in my coffee
-looking up random shit on google because i can
-taking really stupid pictures
-playing awful pranks on people
-watching mtv until i know the words to the shows
-getting dressed up for class for no reason
-getting things on sale
-coconut men
-brightly colored/shiny objects that distract me
-getting a good parking space
-finding money in your pants pocket
-getting my eyebrows waxed
-writing lame blogs like this

This was a lame attempt at putting off reading my 200 page book that I should be done by now...anyone who actually read all of this...congrats and god luv ya!

Home Again

I should really just stop coming home. I only come home about once a month for clean laundry, food, and cash and it isn't a good idea. I have so much homework to do and I never get anything done with I'm at home. Im supposed to be reading this stupid 200 page book and writing a paper about it and I haven't even started the book...I'm slacking hardcore!!!
I just so distracted by my family!!! Mag always offers to take me shopping and then I spend the whole day out with her and I get nothing done!! This weekend I came home for Karen's birthday dinner which is tonight!!! We are going to some fancy place so I'm need like forever to get ready and that just means I'm not gonna get anything done today either...esp since I'm sitting on my couch right now writing this lol!!!
In other news....I got my haircut yesterday...it pretty much looks the same as when I got it cut short in May...but I like it!!!! And I finally got the couple of pictures I took at the end of last school year developed...they are really funny lol!!! God our dorm was soo freakin ugly..thank God our apartment is soo cute this year!!!!
Well I'm gonna help Mag make Karen's cake and chill out with my Gram cause shes visiting!!!

Frozen Hot Chocolate!!!!

Another reason why I love Oprah!!!!! On her show last year she talked about how Serendipity's in NYC makes Frozen Hot Chocolate and its really good so last night I made it!!!!! I kind of cheated cause I didn't buy the whole kit thing from the website...I just blended together ice, milk, hot chocolate mix, and chocolate syrup!!! And they came out really good....in fact they kind of tasted like a frosty from Wendys!!!! Anywayz just thought I'd share this receipe....next time I think I will add ice cream to the mix!!!!

FYI

FYI- Trying to wax your legs at home is a very stupid idea....it hurts and it doesn't work!!! In the end, after a week of being itchy, I went back to shaving....boo!!! But it is good to be hair free again!!!! Next time I wanna wax I'm going to the Asians..they are beasts!!!

Happy Freakin Halloween!

Yeah its halloween whatever...I didn't even get to dress up because I had to study all weekend for a freakin history midterm that was the devil!!!! I knew it was gonna be ugly but I hoping I was just being overly anxious....wrong!!!! I didn't sleep at all last night...I finally finished studying and went to bed around 2am...I didn't fall asleep at all until 4 and I barely slept. I saw like every half hour on the clock and finally just got up at 7. I got to class early and was talking to everyone who was just as stressed as me. I studied my ass off though so I hoping it wouldn't be too awful. Wrong again!!!
The exam was like ten multiple choice that we only one point each but extremely evil!!! They were the kind with two good sounding answers, one bad answer and then all of the above...how do you pick between the top two...oy i hate that so I just guessed hardcore.
Then there were like 10 fill in the blanks worth three points each that sucked because they were so general you could have filled in anything but im sure my professor was looking for sumthing specific and I prob put the wrong thing.
Lastly....the really scary part...9 essays!!!!!!! each one worth 7 points which doesn't sound like a lot but thats 63 points worth of test and only an hour and 15 minutes to do the whole thing!!!! Some of the essays weren't awful but about three or four of them sucked and of course he wrote after each one explain in detail....how detailed can one be when there are nine freakin essays!!!! So in the end I think I did rather yucky along with everyone else and it sucks cause I studied my ass off!!!!

I'm Itchy

I've haven't been able to shave my legs in a week and I'm itchy and cranky. Don't worry I'm not just being nasty...I have good reason. Me and the roomates decided we are gonna try to wax our legs this weekend and in order to do that you need to have fairly hairy legs so the wax works. This means walking around really itchy and hairy for like a week...which sucks!!!! I didn't realize how much I like having hairless legs until now. I am itchy and I don't like it. This wax thing better work well or I'm gonna be bitter.
On top of the hairy thing our apartment is so freakin hot its disturbing. We are seriosuly like sleeping in tank tops and shorts and with the windows open!!!! And the stupid housing ppl are all like there is no way to fix it....like the heater isnt broken when it blows out burning hot air all night on full blast! So I think next year we are gonna live off campus which would be awesome!!!! Off campus would be like $2000 cheaper a year!!!!!
I should be in bed right now cause I have to be up in five hours for class...suprisingly I haven't sucked at waking up this semester. Classes are starting to get ugly now though...all of the midterms and projects are killing me....my last midterm is on monday and its gonna be a beast...over 45o pages of shit!!!! So I'm not gonna have a very fun Halloween=(

Pretzel Rods!!!!

Pretzel rods are the best snack ever!!!!! I just found them in the store the other week and now I'm eating like 5 a day!!! They remind me of my old doctor who used to have a jar of pretzel rods on the counter where you pay!!! For some reason I am totally addicted to them right now!!!! In my opinion they are bangin with chocolate ice cream or a mini-snickers bar!!!!

I LOVE TARGET!!!!!!!

Target is the best store ever!!!!!!! They have so much halloween candy right now its amazing!!! Including the best candy ever.....mini gummi bears!!!! They have these amazing gummis individually wrapped in a big bag...which is pure genius because they stay fresher!!!!
I bought two bags cause I love them!!!! I am never buying mini gummi bears from that stupid Sweet Stop in the mall cause I freakin hate the creepy old guy who works there!
In other news the Delia's in the Hamilton mall is now open which is fabulous cause thats the best store ever!!! I am going home this weekend because I am out of food and clothing so when I head home to get my winter clothes I plan on talking big Mag into taking me shopping!!!!

Smoke this!!!

When I'm stressed out I get annoyed very easily and for some reason this week people smoking is driving me crazy. I just don't see anything appealing about lighting up. I totally agree with the t-shirt that says...Smoking...there are cooler ways to die. I think that is so true....cause in my opinion there is no good reason to smoke.
Like seriously if anyone out there can come up with one good reason for why they have to smoke then I wanna hear it cause in my opinion people who smoke are just weaker than people who don't. Smoking cause it helps you relax or you think its cool is such a load of shit. Cause killing your lungs and smellling like ass is always so cool and relaxing in my book.
I've been around people who smoke my whole life and I just hate it. I really resent that people who chose not to have such a nasty habit have to sit around or walk through clouds of smoke. For instance when walking between buildings on campus here you are forced to not only push through the crowd of people standing by the doors smoking but you also have to breathe in all their stupid smoke!
I would say I'm sorry to any smokers who read this post and are offended...but I'm not. Your nasty habit is a lot more offensive to many more people than what I write here could ever be. Its personally offensive to me (a person with only one good lung) to see a normal healthy person light up and take their two lungs for granted. If people who smoke could spend one day in the shoes of someone with a resp. disease there would be no need for stupid pills and patches.
My bitter rant is over!

Stress the size of Montana!!!!!!!!

This has just not been my week. I hate how when you are stressed about one thing...everything else seems to go wrong. On tuesday I had two back to back tests, psych and theory/prac for social work. Psych I studied for forever and still think I bombed....of course I would know my grade already since I took the test two days ago if my professor weren't an ass. He walks into class today and is like "wow a lot of people are here today...o I guess you wanted your grades...too bad I don't have them" and with that about 1/3 of the room just got up and walked out. I was nice enough to stay for an hour but once we took our break I was out of there....I was so mad I just couldn't sit through his odd ramblings about sex and things that have nothing to do with the course. He said he'll have the tests by next week but I'm not holding my breath. His class is so stupid and the tests are impossible...the entire class was saying how they were mad and they all think they failed the test cause he asked about stuff that wasn't even in the book....MO!!!
My theory test went a little better...I got a 21.76 out of 25...which means about an 87.....thats not what I normally like but it was well above the average so I'm not complaining.
I am just so glad to see this week coming to an end...I have been so stresssed out about these tests and I can't wait to just unwind this weekend.

Isn't it amazing

I think its amazing that some people can be such huge assholes and not give a damn about what other people think.

Life is sexually transmitted

Don't you just love when your professor says something so weird and uncomfortable that the entire classes crosses their legs. Welcome to my abnormal psych class. My professor is this dirty old british guy and he just talks for two hours straight about sex and himself. Yesterday he covered everything from his trips to porn movie theaters to his different sexual experiences with his three seperate wives. And this guy has the nerve to ask why he's been married three times...maybe its cause he's a dirty old fool! He even admitted to the entire class of over 100 students that he has slept with a number of his students since he's been at Stockton.
By far my favorite part of the class was when he tried to convince all the guys that football was really a way for men to express their homosexual desires. Since about half of the guys in the room play flag football for Stockton I'd say thats the point where the crowd turned ugly lol!!! This class is just so weird...I honestly wanna film this guy and show people just what I have to sit through four hours a week. And people wonder why I plan on skipping this class a lot lol!!!
In other news...the apartment is still fabulous!!!! Last weekend was fun we went to AC and then to OC!!!! Saturday I went shopping again and bought awesome clothes...I still wanna buy some new shoes and maybe cute jeans to wear with boots and then I'm done fall shopping!
In conclusion two fabulous things I have discovered so far for this fall...besides riding the shuttle to class lol....are: the new show Reunion on Fox...they have only showed one episode so far and me and the roomates are already addicted. Second is the new Victoria's Secret perfume...So Sexy...it smells so good...when I was at the mall this past weekend I just had to buy it!!!! So next time you see me...don't forget to smell me!!!!

Apartment of Fabulousness!!!!!!!!!

My first week back at school is done!!!! My apartment is awesome...it is so big and so clean...I luv it...everyone must come visit me or else you are dead to me lol!!!!!!!!! This week was really fun but also really long...it was cool to see ppl that I haven't seen all summer..but not soo cool to have to sit through all these classes...my schedule kindof blows cause I have to be up early a lot but there sumthing very nice about finsihing your day early. I just hope my classes don't get too tough or else I'm going to be reading boring textbooks till I die.
Anywayz I have kindof sucked at updating cause I've been so busy with classes and apartment stuff...I didn't really do much this weekend...but it was awesome cause we all just got to veg and hang out in our pretty apartment!!! Its a lot of work though keeping this place clean and making your own dinners....it almost makes me miss Mag...almost lol!!!! But its cool cause I am learning how to cook better...I can now make hashbrowns, omletes, pasta, and chicken..yippy for me!!!!
On Saturday we watched movies like all day and I read a little bit for my classes...I hate when chapters are like 60 pages and you have to read a chapter for each class....boo!!! Anywayz Saturday night me and delia rented a movie...Assault on Precinct 13...it was really good...I was freaking out like the whole time...quite a thriller..we gave it two thumbs up..everyone should rent it lol!!!!
Today Jack and Mag came down with rest of my crap I decided I wanted...like my N64 lol and the barstools from our old bar.....yes my parents were once cool and had a bar in the basement...anywayz they are these awesome vintage leather stools and they go sooo well in our kitchen!!!!
In other news I am getting much better at climbing in and out of my loft bed and I have yet to fall out!!!!! I rule!!!!! And last night I bought the classic childhood game don't break the ice because I saw it on the 70's house and decided I must play it again!!!! It is the best game ever and I can't wait to get drunk and attempt to play!!!! Well thats about it for now...the blog is very random but o well so if life...peace out homefries!!!!

Ready to Roll

I can't believe it...I'm actually ready to move in tomorrow!!!! I kept putting it off but I finally pulled together and it only took me like 3 hours to pack everything...the only bad part is I have two large suitcases, three gym bags, three boxes, 2 tvs, a fan, a 6ft bookcase, and about 10 target bags full of food and junk...all my stuff is like filling the entire living room...I have so much more stuff this year compared to last year because now I'm in an apartment so we needed cleaning stuff and kitchen stuff!!! I can't wait to cook food!!! I'm really excited about moving in now cause its gonna be just one big party all year long...my roomates are so awesome!!!!! Plus everyone I've talked to wants to come party and crash on our couch!!!!
Its weird now looking at my room...its soo empty!!!! As fun as college is...leaving friends and family sucks. Friday night me janine and steve hung out at lau's so we could all say goodbye...I swore to myself that I wouldn't get all emotional but I couldn't help it...I cried a little...it just sucks cause I've seen these ppl like everyday for four months and now I won't get to see them all the time like I like. But we've already planned our first reunion night in Oct so that will be fun!!!
This summer went by really fast...while I was packing I found my list of goals that I had for this summer and I didn't accomplish any of them..but thats okay cause this was like the best summer ever so I don't even care...I only read like 4 books but they were all really good...I didn't gain the weight to get my puppy but oh well I'll keep working on it....and I didn't exercise a lot....lol but we all know that was just never gonna happen! Then of course there is that one summer goal that will of course carry on to next year....lol Steveo I will get you oneday when u least expect it.
Alrighty well thats about it for now...I'm really hyper but I need to get sum sleep...big day of moving tomorrow!!!
P.S.- Steve and Zoe rule because they left me birthday comments on my blog!!!!!!