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The Eagles kicked ass today and it was fabulous!!!! Lito is beast!!!!

My name is Jackie and I am a chocolate addict....

Okay so basically I've been eating complete junk food since coming back to school a month ago and I feel yucky. I don't know if its a combonation of eating junk food, like endless twix bars and doritos, and stress or what but my skin is starting to look bad. And I'm getting fat!!! Since I just looked on the knot the other day and realized its only 213 days till Karen's wedding this is not kosher. Being in a wedding is really stressful..and this isn't even my wedding!!! Being maid of honor means you have to help plan everything and throw a freakin bridal shower and other shit I don't know how to do. Thank God Karen's friends are cool and gonna help me out a lot!!! I am stressin about the skin issue though cause I wanna look good in the pictures and stuff. I don't really like being in the spot light so I'm glad all eyes will be on Karen, but there are still those few moments when people will focus on me, like when I walk down the aisle where I will probably fall and when I give my toast that no one will find touching or funny lol, and I'd like to look as nice as possible at these awkward moments lol. Anyways I went to the derm and she put me on a few different things so hopefully that helps. Other than that she told me to watch my diet and try to minimize stress...since the second is almost impossible to do while at school I decided to try the diet thing. As of thursday I officially gave up chocolate..and it has not been easy!!!! Everything in this apartment has chocolate in it..we have cookies, ice cream, reeses, twix, mr good bars, churches, baby ruths, butterfingers, and chocolate covered pretzels...I want to die!!!! Its so hard to not eat it when its sitting right in front of you..literally as I type this the candy bowl is staring at me =(
Anywayz thats the reason I wrote this blog..its my ode to no chocolate..4 days sober and truckin along...

EAGLES!!!!!!!!!

Last night was absolutely amazing!!!!! I got to do something I've been dreaming of doing since I was 8 years old watching football on Sunday on the couch with my dad!!!! I went to the EAGLES game!!!! People always say how much cooler football is live and how amazing the atmosphere is when your in that stadium full of people..and they are sooo right!!!! Janine and I had sooo much fun at the game..the fans were fierce and since it was a monday night game everyone was extra pumped!!!! Of course the game was even more amazing since we won lol!!!! Also cause our seats were great..26 rows back on the 30. I felt like I could reach out and touch McNabb lol...and I got some bangin pictures on my camera phone!!!! I still can't believe we actually went...the whole way there we both couldn't believe we were going. My entire family thought I was kidding when I told them. I know I'm not athletic at all..mostly because I am uber lazy, but also because I am a tiny little woman. But I do watch a hell of a lot of tv and I've been watching the eagles since I can remember. And I think I know a lot about football for a 20 year old girl...I know all about the game itself and I can name almost all of the eagles starters and a few select players from most of the NFL teams. I think thats fairly impressive lol!!! So boo to anyone who thinks I don't know football or shouldn't have gotten to go see the game..boo!!!!
Anywayz the game was amazing and definitely like top five on the list of coolest shit I've ever done!!!! I've now seen an eagles game, a flyers game, and like millions of phillies game..the eagles game by far was the coolest..although the flyers game was quite pimp too!!! One day when I am rich I will have season tickets to all the teams and be one of those cool people who knows the people who sit around them since they all have season tickets!!!! And of course when I have my season tickets I will have to tailgate so I'm gonna buy a camper and be one of those cool people who spends the whole game day in a parking lot in philly cause that is pimp!!!! And since nice people have shared their season tickets with me for free..I will do the same when I am the rich one...so stay friends with me and you may luck out in like 15 years hehe!!!!