Who Doesn't Love Christmas!!!

So yesterday was Christmas and it was fabulous!!! On the eve my family went out to dinner with the Pines and it was yummy then we came home and opened our presents cause Karen was working on Christmas!!! At first I wasnt that exicted about opening gifts on the eve but it was really nice...I didn't have to wake up early and I was dressed and pretty for pictures!!! I got some good loot...a digital camera, my makeup from sephora, a thingy so my ipod will play in my car, earrings, clothes, pjs, slippers, and my favorite part cash!!!! Mag likes to keep things even and since the dog put Karen over the $1000 mark I got a nice box of cash to even the score lol!!!!
The best part of Christmas by far though was my christmas/ festivus miracle!!!! Karen got downsized since the hospital wasn't busy and she got off for Christmas after all!!! She came to my aunts with us and had dinner it was great...it wouldnt have been the same without her!!! And Bailey came with us too...the whole family loved him and he was very good puppy all day...except when we took a dump on my aunts rug in the basement...but that was more funny that anything lol!!!!
So all in all I had a very good christmas and eve with my family and I also had a fabulous festivus on Thursday with Nick....hope everyone had equally wonderful holidays...next its time to party it up on New Years Eve!!!!

FESTIVUS!!!!!!!!!!!

Tonight is Festivus my friends!!! It is the best holiday ever!!!! The Festivus episode of Seinfield is playing tonight on TBS at 9pm and everyone should watch it. If you don't already know what festivus is you need to go read a book about it or kill urself lol!!!! It is the best christmas alternative holiday!!! Every year at Christmas Eve dinner I try to convince my family to partcipate in Festivus traditions like the airing of grievances and the feats of strength but no one has gone for it yet...we shall have to see this year!!!

IT'S SO GOOD TO BE HOME!!!!!!!!!!

It's soo good to be home!!! I missed my strange family lol!!! Bailey got really fat lol...he now weighs five pounds!!! Being home makes me realize how close Christmas is....my house is soo overdecorated its not even funny...it looks like Christmas died in here lol!!!! Now I just need to take Jack shopping and wrap all the presents!!!
Im really happy right now, even though I've been sick all day...stupid cold!!!! I'm super happy cause I was randomly checking my grades and somehow I pulled out an A- in abnormal psych....I dunno how I did this....I must have really rocked the final I guess...but anywayz it ruled!!! Hopefully I do as well in my other classes...cause I really want my GPA to be high!!!
That's about it...I'm gonna watch the Muppets Christmas Carol with Karen tonight!!! It's tradition!!! Then I'm going to bed early and sleeping late cause I have nothing to do for a whole month!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait to read my book...A Million Little Pieces!!!! I bought it in Sept but never got a chance to read it until now!!!

Almost there!!!

Christmas break is sooo close I can taste it. I just realized that I haven't posted on here in almost a month and that anyone who actually read this before has given up on me lol oh well!!! Anywayz school is ending on Thursday and that is amahzing (ps thats my word of the month that I stole from a gay man on tv!!!)!!! I just took my theory final today and it went rather well...tomorrow I am off and have to study psych for my last final on thursday!!!! Its ironic that the class i hated and skipped all semester is my last one! But its okay cause thursday night we are partying it up for Christy's 21st birthday!!!! Then friday its driving home slighty hungover to see my pupppy!!! For anyone who I didn't brag to already...Mag and Jack finally cracked and bought us a puppy...an adorable beagle named Bailey!!!! I'm so excited...too bad it took them 20 years lol...but better late than never!!!
In other news, I finished all my christmas shopping...in two days!!! All I have to say is Pier 1 is amahzing!!!! I feel very grown up this year cause it is the first year I bought everything myself and really tried to go all out...and apparently I went a little too far out and it hurt...almost $350 worth of hurt lol!!!! I got some really good stuff though....Im just nervous cause the gift I bought for Karen....which I'm most proud of is backordered and won't be in till the 21st even though I ordered it a month ago...I just hope it makes it in time!!!! I love the holidays...I can't wait to get home and see my family and friends and bake cookies and all that lame junk!!! I also can't wait to decorate my non-denominational shrub lol!!!!!!!!!!
Today was also a big day cause I got my placement letter for my internship next semester...I will working for the United Way in Galloway...im so excited to be in the field...I feel old...I have to like go on an interview and pee in a cup and stuff....this is fierce but it will be swell...
that is all.....peace!!!

Turkey for the girls, turkey for the boys......

I heart thanksgiving!!!!! Turkey with stuffing and mashed potatoes is the best meal in the world. Which means yesterday, Thanksgiving, is the best holiday ever...not counting Christmas because when you add presents to turkey there is really just no contest. Yesterday we had 15 ppl for dinner and it went pretty smoothly...It was great to see everyone and catch up.....I was in charge of sweet potatoes and if I do say so myself they came out really well...it was the first year that almost all of them got eaten..cause I rule lol!!!!!!!!!
It's nice to be home for the long weekend...as much as I love school there is something to be said for having clean laundry and a dishwasher!!!! I just wish I didn't have so much work to do...I have to write two papers and do a presentation....which doesn't leave hardly any time for sleep, shopping, and seeing my friends. Tonight we are all gonna hang out...I can't to see everyone..it feels like its been forever!!!!
Now that Thanksgiving is over I can't wait for Christmas!!! Basically cause it means this semster which has been fun but exhusting is finally over....my classes were really evil and once Dec 16th hits that means the million papers and presentations and finals are over!!! Its gonna be crazy to have a whole month and nothing to do...I have no idea what I'm gonna do with all that free time but I'm sure it will include a lot of sleeping!! But I can already tell the next three weeks are gonna be the longest three weeks of my life!!!
Anywayz I need to go shower and get ready to kick sum ass in shuffleboard!!!!!!! I hope everyone who reads this had an equally fabulous thanksgiving!!!!

Random Things I Love!!!!

This blog is a result of how bored I am because I am alone in the apartment!!!!

-Wawa brand mint chocolate chip ice cream in a sugar cone
-JBCB's
-the awesome feeling you get after you get ur haircut
-being random and crazy all the time
-being bartender
-staring at cloud animals
-the after beach shower
-getting lost while driving
-playing padoodle
-burping
-reading people's away messges, blogs, etc.
-making fun of people
-people watching
-singing very loudly when im alone in the car
-anything food that involves cheese, bacon, or potato
-quoting Napolean Dynamite
-staying up till 4am for no reason
-the smell of a clean apartment
-high heels
-my lux jeans
-Target
-the fact that mini gummi bears taste so much better than regular size bears
-the guy at Dunkin Donuts who puts an assload of cream and sugar in my coffee
-looking up random shit on google because i can
-taking really stupid pictures
-playing awful pranks on people
-watching mtv until i know the words to the shows
-getting dressed up for class for no reason
-getting things on sale
-coconut men
-brightly colored/shiny objects that distract me
-getting a good parking space
-finding money in your pants pocket
-getting my eyebrows waxed
-writing lame blogs like this

This was a lame attempt at putting off reading my 200 page book that I should be done by now...anyone who actually read all of this...congrats and god luv ya!

Home Again

I should really just stop coming home. I only come home about once a month for clean laundry, food, and cash and it isn't a good idea. I have so much homework to do and I never get anything done with I'm at home. Im supposed to be reading this stupid 200 page book and writing a paper about it and I haven't even started the book...I'm slacking hardcore!!!
I just so distracted by my family!!! Mag always offers to take me shopping and then I spend the whole day out with her and I get nothing done!! This weekend I came home for Karen's birthday dinner which is tonight!!! We are going to some fancy place so I'm need like forever to get ready and that just means I'm not gonna get anything done today either...esp since I'm sitting on my couch right now writing this lol!!!
In other news....I got my haircut yesterday...it pretty much looks the same as when I got it cut short in May...but I like it!!!! And I finally got the couple of pictures I took at the end of last school year developed...they are really funny lol!!! God our dorm was soo freakin ugly..thank God our apartment is soo cute this year!!!!
Well I'm gonna help Mag make Karen's cake and chill out with my Gram cause shes visiting!!!

Frozen Hot Chocolate!!!!

Another reason why I love Oprah!!!!! On her show last year she talked about how Serendipity's in NYC makes Frozen Hot Chocolate and its really good so last night I made it!!!!! I kind of cheated cause I didn't buy the whole kit thing from the website...I just blended together ice, milk, hot chocolate mix, and chocolate syrup!!! And they came out really good....in fact they kind of tasted like a frosty from Wendys!!!! Anywayz just thought I'd share this receipe....next time I think I will add ice cream to the mix!!!!

FYI

FYI- Trying to wax your legs at home is a very stupid idea....it hurts and it doesn't work!!! In the end, after a week of being itchy, I went back to shaving....boo!!! But it is good to be hair free again!!!! Next time I wanna wax I'm going to the Asians..they are beasts!!!

Happy Freakin Halloween!

Yeah its halloween whatever...I didn't even get to dress up because I had to study all weekend for a freakin history midterm that was the devil!!!! I knew it was gonna be ugly but I hoping I was just being overly anxious....wrong!!!! I didn't sleep at all last night...I finally finished studying and went to bed around 2am...I didn't fall asleep at all until 4 and I barely slept. I saw like every half hour on the clock and finally just got up at 7. I got to class early and was talking to everyone who was just as stressed as me. I studied my ass off though so I hoping it wouldn't be too awful. Wrong again!!!
The exam was like ten multiple choice that we only one point each but extremely evil!!! They were the kind with two good sounding answers, one bad answer and then all of the above...how do you pick between the top two...oy i hate that so I just guessed hardcore.
Then there were like 10 fill in the blanks worth three points each that sucked because they were so general you could have filled in anything but im sure my professor was looking for sumthing specific and I prob put the wrong thing.
Lastly....the really scary part...9 essays!!!!!!! each one worth 7 points which doesn't sound like a lot but thats 63 points worth of test and only an hour and 15 minutes to do the whole thing!!!! Some of the essays weren't awful but about three or four of them sucked and of course he wrote after each one explain in detail....how detailed can one be when there are nine freakin essays!!!! So in the end I think I did rather yucky along with everyone else and it sucks cause I studied my ass off!!!!

I'm Itchy

I've haven't been able to shave my legs in a week and I'm itchy and cranky. Don't worry I'm not just being nasty...I have good reason. Me and the roomates decided we are gonna try to wax our legs this weekend and in order to do that you need to have fairly hairy legs so the wax works. This means walking around really itchy and hairy for like a week...which sucks!!!! I didn't realize how much I like having hairless legs until now. I am itchy and I don't like it. This wax thing better work well or I'm gonna be bitter.
On top of the hairy thing our apartment is so freakin hot its disturbing. We are seriosuly like sleeping in tank tops and shorts and with the windows open!!!! And the stupid housing ppl are all like there is no way to fix it....like the heater isnt broken when it blows out burning hot air all night on full blast! So I think next year we are gonna live off campus which would be awesome!!!! Off campus would be like $2000 cheaper a year!!!!!
I should be in bed right now cause I have to be up in five hours for class...suprisingly I haven't sucked at waking up this semester. Classes are starting to get ugly now though...all of the midterms and projects are killing me....my last midterm is on monday and its gonna be a beast...over 45o pages of shit!!!! So I'm not gonna have a very fun Halloween=(

Pretzel Rods!!!!

Pretzel rods are the best snack ever!!!!! I just found them in the store the other week and now I'm eating like 5 a day!!! They remind me of my old doctor who used to have a jar of pretzel rods on the counter where you pay!!! For some reason I am totally addicted to them right now!!!! In my opinion they are bangin with chocolate ice cream or a mini-snickers bar!!!!

I LOVE TARGET!!!!!!!

Target is the best store ever!!!!!!! They have so much halloween candy right now its amazing!!! Including the best candy ever.....mini gummi bears!!!! They have these amazing gummis individually wrapped in a big bag...which is pure genius because they stay fresher!!!!
I bought two bags cause I love them!!!! I am never buying mini gummi bears from that stupid Sweet Stop in the mall cause I freakin hate the creepy old guy who works there!
In other news the Delia's in the Hamilton mall is now open which is fabulous cause thats the best store ever!!! I am going home this weekend because I am out of food and clothing so when I head home to get my winter clothes I plan on talking big Mag into taking me shopping!!!!

Smoke this!!!

When I'm stressed out I get annoyed very easily and for some reason this week people smoking is driving me crazy. I just don't see anything appealing about lighting up. I totally agree with the t-shirt that says...Smoking...there are cooler ways to die. I think that is so true....cause in my opinion there is no good reason to smoke.
Like seriously if anyone out there can come up with one good reason for why they have to smoke then I wanna hear it cause in my opinion people who smoke are just weaker than people who don't. Smoking cause it helps you relax or you think its cool is such a load of shit. Cause killing your lungs and smellling like ass is always so cool and relaxing in my book.
I've been around people who smoke my whole life and I just hate it. I really resent that people who chose not to have such a nasty habit have to sit around or walk through clouds of smoke. For instance when walking between buildings on campus here you are forced to not only push through the crowd of people standing by the doors smoking but you also have to breathe in all their stupid smoke!
I would say I'm sorry to any smokers who read this post and are offended...but I'm not. Your nasty habit is a lot more offensive to many more people than what I write here could ever be. Its personally offensive to me (a person with only one good lung) to see a normal healthy person light up and take their two lungs for granted. If people who smoke could spend one day in the shoes of someone with a resp. disease there would be no need for stupid pills and patches.
My bitter rant is over!

Stress the size of Montana!!!!!!!!

This has just not been my week. I hate how when you are stressed about one thing...everything else seems to go wrong. On tuesday I had two back to back tests, psych and theory/prac for social work. Psych I studied for forever and still think I bombed....of course I would know my grade already since I took the test two days ago if my professor weren't an ass. He walks into class today and is like "wow a lot of people are here today...o I guess you wanted your grades...too bad I don't have them" and with that about 1/3 of the room just got up and walked out. I was nice enough to stay for an hour but once we took our break I was out of there....I was so mad I just couldn't sit through his odd ramblings about sex and things that have nothing to do with the course. He said he'll have the tests by next week but I'm not holding my breath. His class is so stupid and the tests are impossible...the entire class was saying how they were mad and they all think they failed the test cause he asked about stuff that wasn't even in the book....MO!!!
My theory test went a little better...I got a 21.76 out of 25...which means about an 87.....thats not what I normally like but it was well above the average so I'm not complaining.
I am just so glad to see this week coming to an end...I have been so stresssed out about these tests and I can't wait to just unwind this weekend.

Isn't it amazing

I think its amazing that some people can be such huge assholes and not give a damn about what other people think.

Life is sexually transmitted

Don't you just love when your professor says something so weird and uncomfortable that the entire classes crosses their legs. Welcome to my abnormal psych class. My professor is this dirty old british guy and he just talks for two hours straight about sex and himself. Yesterday he covered everything from his trips to porn movie theaters to his different sexual experiences with his three seperate wives. And this guy has the nerve to ask why he's been married three times...maybe its cause he's a dirty old fool! He even admitted to the entire class of over 100 students that he has slept with a number of his students since he's been at Stockton.
By far my favorite part of the class was when he tried to convince all the guys that football was really a way for men to express their homosexual desires. Since about half of the guys in the room play flag football for Stockton I'd say thats the point where the crowd turned ugly lol!!! This class is just so weird...I honestly wanna film this guy and show people just what I have to sit through four hours a week. And people wonder why I plan on skipping this class a lot lol!!!
In other news...the apartment is still fabulous!!!! Last weekend was fun we went to AC and then to OC!!!! Saturday I went shopping again and bought awesome clothes...I still wanna buy some new shoes and maybe cute jeans to wear with boots and then I'm done fall shopping!
In conclusion two fabulous things I have discovered so far for this fall...besides riding the shuttle to class lol....are: the new show Reunion on Fox...they have only showed one episode so far and me and the roomates are already addicted. Second is the new Victoria's Secret perfume...So Sexy...it smells so good...when I was at the mall this past weekend I just had to buy it!!!! So next time you see me...don't forget to smell me!!!!

Apartment of Fabulousness!!!!!!!!!

My first week back at school is done!!!! My apartment is awesome...it is so big and so clean...I luv it...everyone must come visit me or else you are dead to me lol!!!!!!!!! This week was really fun but also really long...it was cool to see ppl that I haven't seen all summer..but not soo cool to have to sit through all these classes...my schedule kindof blows cause I have to be up early a lot but there sumthing very nice about finsihing your day early. I just hope my classes don't get too tough or else I'm going to be reading boring textbooks till I die.
Anywayz I have kindof sucked at updating cause I've been so busy with classes and apartment stuff...I didn't really do much this weekend...but it was awesome cause we all just got to veg and hang out in our pretty apartment!!! Its a lot of work though keeping this place clean and making your own dinners....it almost makes me miss Mag...almost lol!!!! But its cool cause I am learning how to cook better...I can now make hashbrowns, omletes, pasta, and chicken..yippy for me!!!!
On Saturday we watched movies like all day and I read a little bit for my classes...I hate when chapters are like 60 pages and you have to read a chapter for each class....boo!!! Anywayz Saturday night me and delia rented a movie...Assault on Precinct 13...it was really good...I was freaking out like the whole time...quite a thriller..we gave it two thumbs up..everyone should rent it lol!!!!
Today Jack and Mag came down with rest of my crap I decided I wanted...like my N64 lol and the barstools from our old bar.....yes my parents were once cool and had a bar in the basement...anywayz they are these awesome vintage leather stools and they go sooo well in our kitchen!!!!
In other news I am getting much better at climbing in and out of my loft bed and I have yet to fall out!!!!! I rule!!!!! And last night I bought the classic childhood game don't break the ice because I saw it on the 70's house and decided I must play it again!!!! It is the best game ever and I can't wait to get drunk and attempt to play!!!! Well thats about it for now...the blog is very random but o well so if life...peace out homefries!!!!

Ready to Roll

I can't believe it...I'm actually ready to move in tomorrow!!!! I kept putting it off but I finally pulled together and it only took me like 3 hours to pack everything...the only bad part is I have two large suitcases, three gym bags, three boxes, 2 tvs, a fan, a 6ft bookcase, and about 10 target bags full of food and junk...all my stuff is like filling the entire living room...I have so much more stuff this year compared to last year because now I'm in an apartment so we needed cleaning stuff and kitchen stuff!!! I can't wait to cook food!!! I'm really excited about moving in now cause its gonna be just one big party all year long...my roomates are so awesome!!!!! Plus everyone I've talked to wants to come party and crash on our couch!!!!
Its weird now looking at my room...its soo empty!!!! As fun as college is...leaving friends and family sucks. Friday night me janine and steve hung out at lau's so we could all say goodbye...I swore to myself that I wouldn't get all emotional but I couldn't help it...I cried a little...it just sucks cause I've seen these ppl like everyday for four months and now I won't get to see them all the time like I like. But we've already planned our first reunion night in Oct so that will be fun!!!
This summer went by really fast...while I was packing I found my list of goals that I had for this summer and I didn't accomplish any of them..but thats okay cause this was like the best summer ever so I don't even care...I only read like 4 books but they were all really good...I didn't gain the weight to get my puppy but oh well I'll keep working on it....and I didn't exercise a lot....lol but we all know that was just never gonna happen! Then of course there is that one summer goal that will of course carry on to next year....lol Steveo I will get you oneday when u least expect it.
Alrighty well thats about it for now...I'm really hyper but I need to get sum sleep...big day of moving tomorrow!!!
P.S.- Steve and Zoe rule because they left me birthday comments on my blog!!!!!!

I'm 19!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today was my birthday as if everyone didn't already know and it was fabulous!!!! I know i can be a little annoying around my day...okay a lot...but hey it only comes once a year and since its soo close to the start of school...yuck...i have to make it extra special so i forget that i am leaving in one week for school...boo....i dont wanna leave my friends=(
Anywho...today was great...everyone wished me a happy birthday..even ppl i didn't expect to hear from so i feel very loved and no one is dead to me lol!!!!!! I love all of my family and friends!!!! I didn't really do much today I went to Old Navy with Mag and bought sum cute stuff and then I got ready for dinner at Olive Garden. My folks were nice enough to let me take sum of my ppls to dinner which ruled...I love cheese rav!!!!!! Afterwards we came home and watched the VMAs...they blew btw!!!
The best part of the night...besides the presents which were of course sweet...was the cake!!!! My mom let me get two cakes from Terminis...if u've never been to that bakery go...i've never had a bad thing from there...they rule!!! One cake was a light n yummy chocolate raspberry thing and the other was a strawberry shortcake roll...they were both amazing and im so eating them for breakfast in like 8 hours lol!!!! My presents were cool of course...mostly cash which is great!!! Laura got me a cute ring...kelly got me an awesome t-shirt and socks from Delias...which is now open in Deptford!!! Karen got me margarita glasses and a blender which will so be put to good use this semester in the bangin apartment o fun!!!! Me and Janine already claimed which of the four colored glasses we wanted!!!
I'm sad that my birthday is over...1- because my day is over and 2- this is my official last week with my friends...boo....but we are gonna hang out hardcore so it wont be soo sad to leave i hope=( And its only 364 days till my next birthday...i promised steve though i wont begin my countdown till like 200 days at least...so thats the last time i'll mention the count for a while..promise...lol........it will suck to leave my peeps but we r gonna be much better at keeping in touch too this year...im gonna actually like send some of those cards i bought for last year lol!!! And I'm gonna start becoming better at updating this blog...so I can be a beast like Steve and hit my 200th post!!!
On Tuesday me and the girls are hitting KOP so i can pick out my jeans that i want...my sevens...and spend some my birthday loot!!!!! hopefully on sum fabulous boots and of course a purse lol!!!!!!!! like a dont already have like 50 lol!!!!!! Then tuesday night its our last PARTY at Lau's!!!!! FIERCE!!!!
Well I'm beat....time for bed!!!!!!!!!
Thanks again everyone for an amazing birthday... I sweat u all!!!!!
P.S. If i ever open a candy store i will call it Treat Yield....lol Steveo!!!!!!!!!

MPIZZLE!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay so I really suck at updating this thing...but its not my fault...1- because nothing ever is and 2- i have been super busy this past month...i dont even know where august went...i remember it being like july and being down the shore then all of a sudden its 48 hours till my birthday!!!! today is laura's birthday so of course i called her at 10:26am cause we are both born at that time...exactly 48 hours apart...how creepy and cool!!!!!
In other news on sunday i am doing some sort of gay celebration for my day of birth since my family is lame and doesnt really seem to care its my birthday...but oh well i will still have fun cause its my day!!!!!
This past week I've been recovering from Marco Island...the trip was amazing!!! I love my girls...i mean u know ur good friends if u can be a car for a total of 40 hours and not kill each other!!! The house in Marco was amazing and Jared is awesome for letting us crash there...he even took us out to dinner...by the end of the week we were all spoiled...we never wanted to leave...the beaches are soo pretty and everything is just more fun when you are fo-rich lol!!!!!! But its nice to be home and hang out with everyone here!!!! Maybe we will get to go back someday!!!
Yesterday me and delia went and bought books at Stockton so we could avoid the mess of standing in line the first week of class.....I cant believe we move in next weekend...but im really excited cause its gonna be one huge party with me delia jen and christy!!!! But im sooo sad about leaving my home friends...this summer has been amazing aside from some gay moments of drama but that shit doesnt even matter to me cause ive had that much fun!!!
Anywayz thats about it.....btw a warning to all who read this....anyone who doesnt wish me a happy birthday on sunday is offically dead to me...goodluck!!!!!

I Know This Much Is True

Okay so I have been bitching about this book for sooo long....everyone kept telling me not to finish it...but I just finished the 891 pages about five minutes ago and I'm so glad I did. I've spent the last few days reading the second half of this book because I can't stand to start a book and not finish it and I just had a feeling that Wally Lamb and Oprah wouldn't dissapoint me and I was right. It may have been a little long and kindof strange in some places...but the last 150 pages were amazing....its weird how in the end I couldn't put down the same book that I've been hating for the past two months.
I feel like I have read my fair share of books and in my opinion its not a good book unless in the end you feel all emotional and like you have really learned something.....I know I'm being really sappy right now but thats cause this book was just amazing and I'm shocked cause I was really hating it for like the first 700 pages!!!! Wally Lamb got me...I am soo suprised how much I now love this book!!!! Its climbing the charts as one of the best books I've ever read!!

"This much, at least, I've figured out. I know this much is true."

Tonight was FABULOUS!!!!!!!!!!

Well i got back from the shore yesterday and it was fun...it was really hot so i mostly chilled at the hosue..but i got read my book and veg which was nice...plus i ate like a pig...my folks took us out to dinner all the time...i've never had soo much shrimp..filet ...and crab in my life...omg it was amazing!!!!!!
Tonight i went over Lauras with my people...it was sooo much fun!!!! We ordered Dominos...because its 3 for $15 which is fabulous and their thin crust is my new obsession!!!! So we order three thin crusts but after waiting an hour we get three regular crusts...and i was sooo pissed i called and bitched out the girl and got three new free thin crusts!!!! i don't even care that i was mean because it just proves that if u bitch enough u can get stuff done...i usually try not to be a beast..but today i was just in a total bitch mood lol!!!!!!!
Tonight was also fabulous because i got to cross one more thing of my list of stuff to do before i die!!!!!! i went skinny dipping!!!! i don't even know how it happened it was one of those random moments...but it was soo fun...we are all gonna do it again when we are down in florida on the roadtrip...which is like a week away!!!!!!!! im not gonna lie skinny dipping is really much cooler than swimming with a suit on....when u get out ur not as cold cause ur not wearing a wet suit and there is sumthing very freeing about it lol!!!!!!!!!
on the ride home i was wondering does anyone else have a list of things they want to do during their life...mine includes...sky diving....getting a tatoo....riding an elephant...back packing through europe...going to a really weird named country like yemen.....going to china to see if their food tastes the same when ur actually there....owning my crazy mix of animals that i want (pony, kangaroo, three legged dog etc.).....well those are a couple of things on my list...which is rather long...but some of the rest i think i will keep to myself lol...thats about it...im gonna go read my book since i am almost done wally lamb...and its getting good now...only 300 pages to go!!!!!!!!! if anyone out there does have a list and wants to share some of their ideas...please leave me fun comments...peace out!!!!!

Laguna Beach!!!!

As if I didn't watch enough MTV already I am now hooked on Laguna Beach....it just gets me how these ppl are like sooo rich and have no real problems in their lives yet they act sooo dramatic like the world is ending....its hysterical. It is the weirdest show ever...all the girls are bitches and all the guys are retarted and yet I can't stop watching it. Its all Laura and Karen's fault...they both watch it and now they have worked together to force me into it.....I hate the fact that I'm addicted to it because they call it reality tv....but its soo not reality for any of the ppl watching it...the people on the show are filthy rich and their biggest problems are like showing up to party where someone else has the same shoes on as you or whose limo to go clubbing in on a friday night....who lives like that??? I mean I guess a lot of ppl really do have nothing better to worry about but come on can't MTV come up with a group of kids who are living in the real world with like crap part time jobs...annoying parents...and broken down cars. I think their next reality show should take place in the ghetto...like right here in B Dubs!!!!!

Shake It Off!!!!

Okay so first off....I can't believe its already August!!!! I mean I love this month because its the month of Jackie...thats right everyone who reads this should now be thinking about what fabulous things you are going to buy me for my birthday...its only 25 days away!!!! But this month also kindof blows because it always means school is starting again soon. Thank God I really love college and I'm super excited because I'm living with the best three roomates ever or else I'd be super bummed....I mean this summer has rocked and I sooo don't wanna leave all my home friends for another nine months...but now that we had this past year and I've seen that the seperation didn't change a thing...I'm okay with the idea of doing it all over again.

This past week has been awesome...my folks are still down the shore and I love just chilling in the house without them like breathing down my neck all day...if I wanna sleep till 1pm...I don't get why that bothers them..but it does?? Plus them being gone gave me a chance to throw the most awesome party ever...the SBS reunion was fabulous...omg I had sooo much fun...I've really missed all of our old gang so it was awesome to see them...I gotta admit I was afriad it might be weird at first but it really wasn't at all...and I'm guessing everyone liked it as much as me cause they all keep asking when r we doing it again lol....maybe next year.

In other exciting news the 2nd road trip...FLORIDA...is approaching...could I be any more exicted...hell no!!!!!!!!!! This last month at home is all about bonding with my friends!!!!! I love my friends and since we seem to be fairly drama-free recently life is good. Because drama really sucks...I honestly think that is like the biggest thing that has come out of this summer...I'm really starting to relax and try not to give a shit about the drama....which is really tough because oh how I love to stress about everything...but I'm making sum progress...baby steps. I've realized I was getting way too upset about shit I can't change and I need to just move on and focus on me....so that my plan for this last month.....hope everyone is having a good august so far...peace!!!!!!!!!

Run Away With Me!!!!

Okay so I haven't posted on here in forever and I'm feeling kindof bad about it=( I've been really busy with stuff... I don't even know what...this summer is going by way too fast...I can't believe I move back to school in a month!!!!!!!!! I have like nothing ready for my apartment.
Not much else has been going on...I'm either helping Karen with wedding plans...working.....or hanging out with my ppl. I'm trying to get things organized so that the 30th is cool...a lot of ppl said they were gonna come so it should be pretty good...Laura wants to have a drunken slip n slide contest in the backyard so it should be interesting!!!!
Tomorrow...well acutally later today...I'm leaving for OC for the weekend and I'm really glad!!!!! Some people are being really gay right now and I'm glad I'm getting like three days to get out of the drama of life....plus its my first vacation so far this summer!!!! Thank god Marco Island is coming up soon....road trip round 2....I can't f-ing wait!!!!!!!!

Mr. & Mrs. Unrealistic!!!!

Okay so I just got back from seeing Mr. & Mrs. Smith and I've come to the conclusion that Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie are pretending to be together as a PR stunt so someone will acutally promote their shit movie. I mean I can see the appeal in the fact that they are like two of the prettiest celebrities in Hollywood, but other than that I can't see why people liked this movie since it was no different from any other overly volient spy-type piece of crap film. One of the major flaws which is usually true of this type of movie is that the main characters get shot at like 1 trillion times by other professional spys and yet they never die. At one point Brad Pitt gets hit with a knife in the leg but that doesn't seem to even phase him....yeah cause thats real!!!!! Second at the end in the big fight scene (which takes place in sum random department store) Brad and Angelina are running from the bad guys and all of a sudden they change from being in their underwear to being in full on spy gear...yet they had no supplies with them....total crap!!!! Third..in the last scene Brad and Angelina who are in their bullet proof suits that appeared from no where are kicking ass and killing like 4 million bad guys who are supposed to be professional spys sent to kill them...here's the part that gets me...if these are also professionals after them and they keep getting shot in the chest...where is their freakin body armor!!!! I guess they didn't have any magically appear on them!!!!!
Okay now I am officially done bashing this movie. And yes I know I'm being a little overly critical becuase it is just a movie...but screw that!!!! When I'm supposed to be paying F-ING $9...yup it went up another $.25 to see a damn movie...I expect it to be good...or at least somewhat realistic. Basically this movie was 5 minutes of funny banter between Brad and Angelina and 2 hours of stupid ass fights...sorry to anyone reading this who feels I had given too much away or ruined the movie for you....but the way I see it...I just saved you from losing $9 and two hours of your life...like I did!!!!!!!

What's Next?

Okay not to get all hysterical like I'm sure a lot of people are doing but what happened today in London is pretty damn scary. I mean its weird to think that like so many people were just randomly on their way to work and bam!! Its been a while since 9/11 and it was like people finally started to feel a tiny bit safe and now they realize there's no such thing as safe when stupid people are blowing up everything. Its scary to think that ppl. are so insane that they are willing to sacrafice themselves to kill others. And that we are really not safe anywhere. Like people our age don't have enough shit to worry about with school and money and shit, now we have to think about being caught in a terrorist attack when we go to a major city or mall or airport. And I don't care how bad this sounds but its hard not to be a little worried around Middle Eastern men. I know thats racial profiling and that not all Middle Eastern men are terrorists, but so far all terroritsts are men from the Middle East....so excuse me for looking twice when I see one sitting next to me on my next flight.
It's just sad that people are now like holding their breath waiting for sumthing bad to happen when we are supposed to be the most powerful country in the world....stupid ass Bush better do a better job protecting our asses or after this next term we should kick his ass out and make him go live over in the Middle East...if he can't do his job right as far as I'm concerned they can have him!!!!!

Happy 4th!!!!!!

This was a great 4th of July weekend!!!! Friday night I babysat which is always good cause I made money!!!!! Saturday I went to my fo-cousin Eddie's graduation party and saw all of my crazy family...they liked my hair so that made me feel good cause my family is like me...brutally honest. Saturday night I went shopping at like 10 with Laura and Janine...ACME is just more fun late night...we needed to pick up some shit for the bbq on sunday!!! Sunday was my bbq and it was fabulous if I do say so myself!!!! It was really fun and a lot of ppl came and the food rocked!!!! I got to see Robyn and Zoe, and we got to meet Steve's work friends finally lol, and in the end it turned into a mini SBS reunion when Eachus and Kelly showed up!!!! We talked about possibly making my July 30th party an SBS reunion, but if not it will still be an awesome party!!!! Today I pretty much did nothing...watched tv and hung out with Karen talking about wedding stuff...looking up songs and favors and such. Then Kevin came over and we all had a nice little family bonding bbq with the leftover food from yesterday!!!!
In other news...Laura made me make a facebook the other night so if anyone has one and reads this..add me to ur friends and leave me messages!!!

I finally did it!!!!!!!!!!

I can finally cross one thing off my summer to do list!!!!!!!!!! I cut my hair off for Locks of Love!!!!! And I'm so happy about it!!!!!!! It came out really cute and very un-me....the bangs make me look kindof dark and punkish..which is strange but fun!!!!! My hair color even looks darker now and I didn't change the color lol!!!!! I did it yesterday and I was so afraid it was gonna look bad but I brought a picture with me to Rizzieri's and the girl who cut it did such an awesome job!!! I sweat Rizzieri's that place is awesome!!!! The girl who did it was new but she did an awesome job and it only cost me $25 and I even got makeup put on for free cause of their new free pampering thingy....which rules!!
I was really nervous about what ppl would think of my hair...but I really liked it so I was hoping everyone else would too!!!! Last night I went to Janines to hang out and saw Steveo, The Race, Robyn and Zoe!!! They all liked the hair so that was good and it was sooo nice getting to see Robyn again and Zoe...I invited them to my 3rd of July BBQ so hopefully they can make it and party with us!!!!
Today I hung out with Kelly after babysitting....we went to a movie and then shopping!!!! I hadn't hung out with her in a while so we needed to catch up and do one of our girly outings!!! I didn't tell her I cut my hair so she was suprised when she saw me...cause I was supposed to cut it short like a year ago lol!!!!
In short I'm super glad I cut my hair....my head feels way lighter..and my hair feels so nice and soft!!! Its funny how a really good haircut can make you feel so good about urself...I'm trying not to sound vain but I'm really liking myself right now and I can't stop looking in the mirror...but I'm sure that will end soon lol!!!!
On a somewhat sad note....while I was measuring my hair the other night to see that I had ten inches I decided to see how tall I really am.....as I figured I'm just shy of 5 ft.....the bad part...when you have scoliosis your armspan doesn't match your height....so if you want to see how tall you would have been if you didn't have a bad back you measure you armspan...I haven't done this in years and the other night I found out I would be 5'4!!!!! How much does that suck!!!! Not that being short is all that bad....but I always said I want just like another 3-4 inches and thats what I would have been=( Thank god I have my pretty hair to make me feel better=)
I'm beat....I'm gonna go read my book so I can reach goal of 21 cause I'm still on this stupid Wally Lamb book...damn that Wally!!!!!!

Bye Bye Hair!!!!!!!!!!!

Well now its official....as of 3pm tomorrow my hair will be gone!!!!!!!! I'm really nervous that its gonna look muy bad!!!! I have like 12 pictures of how I want it done so hopefully the chick at the hair salon knows what she's doing!!!!!
In other news...this week has been pretty cool!!!!! On Friday night I went down the shore with the girls!!! We got to go to the Casa Romano...dude I love that house...Babs takes such good care of us...she made us such yummy food!!!! Plus we finally got to see Deanna...it had been way tooo long!!!
Yesterday Karen and I hung out and worked on Wedding Plans....apparently being her slave falls under my duties as maid of honor. We were using that website the knot.com.......its acutally really cool....we got her all registered and it helps you budget stuff and look for cool junk!!!! I can't believe all the crap we have to take care of already when according to the counter on the knot.com its still 684 days till the wedding. Right now Karen and Kevin are focused on locations...they are leaning towards country clubs....and the guestlist which is huge right now!!!! Yesterday while Karen napped I...being a good sister...looked up different cakes, dresses and invitations and saved pictures online for Karen to browse....it works out really well cause we have very similar tastes!!! Its weird how much stuff has to be done for one little wedding...well if Karen gets her way one big wedding....its good that we have those 684 days lol!!!!
Thats about it...today I'm just hanging around the house and bracing myself for the loss of my hair...tomorrow after my appt. I'm supposed to be going to Laura's to swim...hopefully I won't look like poop=(

Holy Mother!!!!

I can't believe Karen is getting married. It makes me feel really old. I have known about it for about a month and it was killing me not to tell everyone...but Kevin wanted it to be a suprise!!! He asked her while they were in Florida on vacation!!! I helped him pick out the ring...its soooo pretty and I'm sooo glad Karen likes it!!! Its just sooo weird to think they are really gonna get married...its cool though cause I always knew they would wind up together...they have been together off and on for the past ten years...I can't believe its been that long...when Karen said that the other day it sounded really odd but they did first meet her first year at GCHS!!! Anywayz I'm super excited because I get to be in a wedding...and even though they aren't planning to get hitched till like May 2007 thats still awesome.....since I'm the maid of honor I get to help plan the bacholerette party and shower and stuff.....the only thing that sucks if that even then I still am not legal...I hate being the youngest!!!!
Other than the engagment this has been a fairly average week....I had work...hung out with my friends since everyone is away or working this weekend....but I guess it worked out well because family and friends have been dropping by all weekend to see Karen's ring!!! Last night my little cousin Nicholette came by with Kathy and me and Karen told her the story of Inky and Finky the two dinosaurs living in our backyard...I know what some ppl out there are thinking...yeah my family does smoke crack....this is an old story that my dad made out like 20 years ago and told every kid in the family when they were little...growing up we thought if we were bad we'd get thrown over the fence and eaten...yes my family is that sick and twisted...so of course since me and karen are such good ppl we decided to terrorize the next generation lol!!!!
Well thats about it...tomorrow is fathers day so I get to cook dinner!!!!!! But I have no clue what to make so I'm gonna figure that out tonight I guess!!!! Hopefully I will get to hit the beach this week and its my goal to make my hair appt because I have to do it...I keep telling myself its just hair...and I think I'm starting to believe it lol!!! Gonna go watch a movie....peace out ppl!!!!!!!!!!!

You've Officially Been Jack'd

This is one of those things I forgot to mention the other day when I was typing my blog....I have decided to create my own show...I am stealin Ashton's idea of punk'd and I'm going to prank my friends all summer with my new show Jack'd...I have already thought of sum pretty funny ideas...so watch out...you might be next!!!!! Steveo was the first to be officially JACK"D!!!!!!!!!
I also forgot to mention that me janine and steveo are starting our own band lol!!!!!!!! We are gonna call ourselves three hot chicks..and steveo will be wearing a chicken suit...yeah this idea is really retarted and never going to happen but it made me and janine laugh for like an hour the other night lol!!!!!!
This weekend was fun...on friday I hung out with Nick and got the tour of Gloucester City and then beat his ass at video games..cause I rule at Mario Party lol!!!!! Saturday me and Delia went to Jen's dance thingy...she is soooo good...she's been dancing for forever...it reminded me of being little and going to see Karen dance...i love watching the little kids..some of there costumes we're almost as funny as Karen's golden nugget or chicken suit lol!!!!! Anywayz Jen did an awesome job and looked really pretty in her sparkly blue dress!!!! It was soo great getting to see Jen and Christy cause we haven't really hung out since everyone works exact opposite schedules lol!!!! But we shall have all of next year to party in the apartment...Christy brought us all back shot glasses from myrtle beach...they will be put to good use!!!!!!!!
Tonight was awesome....Janine and the race came over to party since our folks we're both at James grad party!!! We ordered sum food and watched tv....we watched Ellen do stand up on comedy network...dude Ellen is the woman!!! Her show is sooo funny and her stand up is awesome!!!! She makes me wanna be a stand up comedian and with my retarted friends and family..no offense to those reading this lol.....but anywayz I think i could have a career!!!! I mean all you do is tell a few family stories....like spike tales, the wedding of the uglies, and the adventures of the young and useless and I'm a hit!!!!!!!!
Its funny how after you've been laughing a while everything seems funny...like I was on the phone bugging poor in pain steveo and i couldnt stop saying really retarted stuff and laughing....and the race was talking about what if the names of sum things were switched around like what if bus meant penis and penis meant bus...well i think everyone can see where this is going....pretty soon we were saying stupid shit about the penis driver and riding the penis to school lol...boy we can get pretty dumb when we wanna lol....i love us...it was sooo much fun and now I must go to sleep cause I'm beat from all this stupid stuff......hopefully on tuesday we are all hitting KOP cause i need to shop and I want my cute urban purse!!!!!!

Crazy Busy

Wow...I haven't updated this beast in a while...sorry to anyone who is pissed by my lack of dedication lol!!!!! Anyways summer is going pretty well so far...this past week was my third week of babysitting....both girls are sooo cute and they are really starting to know me now so thats really fun and makes things go a lot smoother!!!! Its always really fun to hear little kids say your name...Alyssa is three so she is much easier to understand...but Abby is only two and when she says my name sumtimes is comes out -ackie or something that sounds like ducky lol!!!! Anywayz I love my job...I'm getting paid to play all day!!!!!
Other than work I've just been hanging out with my friends....we hit the beach for our first official summer trip on monday....it may have been 90 here but the beach was chilly and the not sunny at all....so my tan is still MIA....but at least i found out from my derm that i am allowed to go in the sun and i won't die cause of the accutane....on that subject i think my skin is finally starting to clear up well and i am a lot less greasy looking lol!!!!! but i dont want to jinx it lol!!!!
I still havent cut off my hair....i have to make the appt still...I can't stop chickening out...I really love my hair so this is very hard for me....its my goal to do it before July lol!!!!!!
Last night I watched the mtv movie awards with Karen...they were pretty good...I was glad to see the ppl from the notebook got best kiss cause they were sooo cute in that movie...that is one of my favorite books!!!! I'm still reading I Know This Much is True right now....its pretty good but I'm only like 100 pgs in right now...and I've got 800 to go...its the longest book I think I've ever read so its a lot to take on lol...i feel like i'll never get it done!
Today I went shopping with big mag...even though I have a decent amount of money in my bank account thanx to work it still rocks when big mag buys me stuff!!!! I got sum cute shirts but was too lazy to try them on...hopefully they look cute!!!!
Thats about it for now...this blog is a little random and boring...its funny cause i always think of interesting stuff that i wanna put on here and then when i sit down to finally type sumthing my mind goes blank..if i remember what the hell it was i wanted to say maybe i'll post again later lol....peace out all!!!!!!!!!

It Just Never Ends

Far warning this isn't a very happy post....it just seems like sum things in life never get any better...that whole one step forward two steps back totally describes me right now. I have decided I have way too many things I'm trying to deal with at once and nothing is really working out. My summer goals are getting shot to hell....I'm not gaining like any weight so my mom is up my ass and I can pretty much kiss that puppy goodbye. I was doing kick ass with the exercising but that only lasted like a week...no big suprise there....my new book is like 800 pages and I haven't read it in days and its only my third of the summer...and I haven't scheduled my hair appt. or my teeth whitnening thing cause I'm lame.
It just seems like there is no time for anything between work and dealing with so much medical shit. If I have to worry about taking one more f-ing pill or going to one more doctor appt I'm gonna scream!!! I take 7 pills a day and I'm 18...I can't even imagine how many I'm going to take when I'm an old woman. And because of these stupid ass pills I have to get my blood drawn like every month so I spent my afternoon at the lab which is sooo much fun...I can't even count the number of times I've been stuck with needles between surgeries, illnesses, and just random blood draws...at this point I could do the damn draw myself!!!
The worst part of all of this doctor shit is that just when you think ur making sum progress you get knocked on ur ass.....since I've been going on for a while now I will give the short version of this story....insurance companies are cheap assholes who don't seem to understand the difference between reconstructive and cosmetic....like really whats a couple thousand dollars to sum stupid ass big company...I guess its too much to ask that they have a little compassion. It just sucks to know that one ass who read my claim letter may have changed my fate....I'm gonna appeal their decision...but I'm sure I won't get it overturned...and I won't be able to afford my surgery for a long time.
Well thats about it.....I always said I was never gonna write such personal and depressing shit in my blog but its 1:30am and I have no one to yell at or cry to so too damn bad for anyone who actually reads this!

Busy Weekend!!!!

This past week weekend was sooo busy...these past few days have gone by way too quick...I can't believe I already start work tomorrow!!!! Its really good though because I need the money and a good reason to wake up early....I've been sleeping till like 12pm and that just wastes the whole day....but no more from now on since I have to be up and out before 8am like three days a week!!!
So to recap my weekend....Friday I went to Deanna's with Janine to help her get ready for the wedding she went to with Paul!!! Her dress was soo pretty!!! And Laura got back from Florida so we got to see her for the 1st time since Spring Break!! It was great hanging out just us girls.....it was a preview of how awesome this summer is going to be!!!!
Saturday I was a good kid and went to Philly with big mag to visit my Gram....there house is sooo crazy cause my aunt and cousin are nuts..but I love seeing my little cousin Ashley..shes 5...and about the funniest little kid ever....she loves to sing and she knows all the words to every popular radio song...her favorite is Somebody Told Me by the Killers and she knows all the words and can sing way better than me lol!!!!
Sunday I went shopping with Mag and Karen and bought 11 pairs of shoes...so me and Karen are now the Hilton sisters of Famous Footwear lol...I got such cute shoes...I love sparkles lol!!!! Sunday night all of us went to Buca di Bepo in Cherryhill and it was really good...we met Laura's friend from school Gil....then we hung out back here!!!!
Today I woke up early and went shopping with Karen for a dress for a wedding she's going to with Kevin...she got the cutest one from Arden B. this new store in Cherryhill...its sooo fabulous and its green...which is our favorite...god if I were rich I would seriousily buy everything I saw lol!!!! We hit up Applebees for lunch!!! I love their Sampler...soo yummy!!!!!!!!!
Well thats about it...everyone is coming over tonight to hang out!!!! Gonna go watch my tape of Grey's Anatomy before then!!!!

Can't Chicken Out Now!

Cutting off my hair and donating it to Locks of Love is a goal I've had for a long time but never made good on because I have chickened out at like my last 12 haircuts and just got it trimmed. I even had a bet with Kelly last summer that we would both cut off our long hair that we grew for like two years and get really cute short haircuts like Mandy Moore for college....Kelly did...I chickened out=(
Not this time....I know how I wanna get it cut...a little shorter than shoulder length...fairly simple like Jennifer Aniston in that one season of friends toward the end...with slight bangs on the sides....and I have like 11 inches I can donate and still have enough hair to do this....so really if I don't now I'm just being selfish. I think I'm going to make my appt. with Matt for not next week but maybe like the Monday after...that way I can have two weeks to say goodbye to my hair...I also need to find someone to go with me to get it done because I don't wanna do this alone=(
In other news...Yesterday I went shopping with Kelly...we hit up a thirft store...it was fun lol....as most ppl know its not really my thing but it was okay...me and Kel bought a bunch of really cheap books....I got 7 for like $4...so that saves me sum money I would have spent at Barnes and Noble....and the books are actually good..hardcover...and by actual ppl lol like Mary Higgins Clark and I got three books from Oprahs Book Club....my reading motto...if Oprah says its good...it is!!!!!!!!! So if anyone is a geek like me and Kelly and likes to read...hit up ur thirft store and save sum money!!!
Last night everyone came over and we watched American Idol...I knew Vonzell was going home...but I wish it were Bo Bice...Vonzell always had such cute clothes and Bo just needs to shave and brush his hair....I'm sorry but I think the American Idol has to be at least kindof attractive...and I don't think that just because Bo is supposed to be a rocker or what not that is an excuse for looking nasty! So now I'm hoping Carrie wins cause Bo Bice needs to go Bo Bye!!!! Well I'm going to go enjoy what is left of my last week of doing nothing and staying in my pajamas till 2pm because next week I start babysitting and I have to be up at like 6:30 am!!!! Peace out homefries!!!! Leave me sum comments ppl!!!!!

Summer is fabulous...need I say more....

I love Summer!!!!! Its sooo pretty and relaxing...there are so many things that make summer rock...the beach...hanging out with friends...eating water ice...driving with the windows down and the sunroof open...I realized today that I love to drive for long drives in the summer and turn the radio all the way up!!!! Today I got to drive down to Deanna's to pick her up because we had to go on a mission for her dress for the wedding...she needed it for this saturday cause shes going with Paul....the new boy in her life...hes nice..we met him saturday...I approve lol...anywayz we got a really pretty pink one at Macys...thats right Deanna is wearing pink ppl and she didn't even bark once in the store..lol!!!!!
I'm excited because I'm writing this blog...which is long overdue according to Steve...sorry to Steveo and the rest of my loyal blog readers...anywayz I'm writing this on my laptop because Jack finally figured out how to work the wireless router thingy!!!! Yippy!!! So that was exciting today!!!!!
My weekend was pretty fun...friday I just chilled at home and watched tv...I was tired after a long day of shopping with big mag...and saturday I went to Janine's to watch Meet the Fockers and play poker...both very fun even though I lost...we also watched old episodes of Guts..that show is soooo funny I wish they still had it for ppl our age...I wanna be on it lol!!!!!
Last night I watched Survivor with my Dad cause thats our show...I was sooo excited that Tom won!!! He desevered it even though I thought Ian was a cutie lol!!!!!
Now I have to go watch my tape of Desperate Housewives and Grey's Anatomy with Karen...I love tv lol!!!! Janine and Steved might come over tonight to hang out...if not we are all gonna party on wednesday hopefully!!!! Thats about it...peace out ppl!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Will Call This The Forever Long Blog!!!!!!!!

Anyone who actually survives and reads this entire blog deserves a pat on the back....its been a really long time since I posted so here is whats new in Jackie's world!!!!!
So far this summer has been pretty awesome...I've only been home officially one week today..but its been a good week!!!! I did a lot of sleeping and eating..and of course seeing my fabulous friends!!!!
Thursday us girls went to KOP....god I love that mall!!! I said I wasn't going to buy much...but of course I walked into Delias and fell in love with these awesome capris and a skirt and t-shirt...so of course I just used my debit card...the debit card is such a great thing...but I should be baned from using it...it has soooo much power lol!!! Then of course we ate at the Cheesecake factory...cause what is a trip to KOP without cheesecake...Jen and Christy had never been there before...we all loved it!!!! Snickers cheesecake is officially my favorite!!!!!
Saturday was sooo fun...everyone went to Reading, Pa to visit the Vales at their new casa!!! I loved riding in the Delia's van...with Mr. Delia going 48mph on 202 it made for the funniest drive ever!!! Me, Steveo and Delia crammed into the back of the van lol...we brought snacks for the ride home just in case we got lost again lol!!!! Other than the crazy ride...the visit was great....Reading is really pretty and hilly lol and it was just like old times hanging out with Robyn..hopefully we will all get to party this summer!!!!
Yesterday was of course Mother's Day...since Mag hates everything we buy here me and Karen made the mistake of getting her nothing...so yesterday morning she was all upset that we didn't get her anything so while she was at church I drag a hungover karen to 4 stores looking for freakin Phantom of the Opera on dvd!!! All sold out eveywhere...stupid movie...who buys that anyway!!!! So we had to slip an I.O.U on Mags card...she wasn't impressed...esp. since Kevin bought her a candle...so we are looking bad...but we did make dinner...tacos...yum!!!!
Last night I had to tape Desperate Housewives and Grey's Anatomy because we went to my cousin Meghann's apartment for Kathy's birthday..it was fun...her apartment is really cute...I want my own place...I miss the dorm!!!! Boy never thought I'd be saying that l0l!!!!!
I know were are only a week into summer...but I've been sucking at the summer goals so far...the only thing I've done is finish a book so I only have 20 more to go lol....I also started taking accutane so now I'm not allowed to spend long amounts of time in the sun so that my kill my goal of being tan...but if it helps clear up my skin...I'm willing to stay pale...I just have to remember to take the pill for the next 20 weeks...thats till like September...I know it will go by fast cause its summer but September feels like its a million miles away!!!!
Okay I know I forgot a bunch of stuff and this blog isn't as long as I planned but oh well...I'll try n keep updating more often so someone....Steve....doesn't yell at me lol!!!!!!!!

Closing Time...You Don't Have To Go Home, But You Can't Stay Here.....

So now I'm really starting to get sad about moving out.....as excited as I am about the start of summer and seeing my home friends...leaving school is gonna suck!!! No offense to my family...but living at home sucks compared to being on ur own...and its sooo nice to live three doors down from ur friends!!!! The idea of packing all my shit up in two days is mucho depressing...I'm trying not to think about it...for now I'm just trying to take as many pictures as I can of my floor!!!
So far this weekend has been awesome...its really nice not having to stress about finals and just hang out on our last weekend all together!!! Last night we watched Ocean's 12....is it just me or that the most confusing movie ever???...I saw the first one and I still couldn't figure it out..lol!!!! I don't give it two thumbs up....=(
While taking online quizzes inbetween packing and studying we figured out that if I was a barbie I'd be sorority slut barbie and if Christy were a carebear she'd be gay bear lol...still laughing about that one...also Christy and I are riddle natzis lol....we have a problem lol!!!!!!!
Sorry to those whom this post makes no sense....oh well...night all!!!!!!!!

Sometimes Life Is Just Soooooo Good!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today was the best day!!!! It is forever going to be known as Jackie Day 2005!!!!!! This is a big deal since usually my life is crap lol!!!! I am sad that school is ending, but I'm super excited about how well the end is going!!!! On tuesday I wrapped up my ethnic class...got an A- on my devil feminism paper and wound up with an A in the class...so I didn't have to take the final!!!! Last night I took the last HB test which I was just gonna flunk cause I didn't study and he drops the lowest and I figured I'd just settle for the B...but I wound up getting a 109% through some act of God so I wound up with an A there too!!! Then today I took my dreaded psych final and it wasn't too awful...I may actually wind up pulling an A there too!!!!! I'm so excited...I don't mean to brag...but its my day..so feck it...I'll brag if I want to.
It's just soooo nice having only one final left on monday...and its CMC my very easy general class so no problem there!!!! My biggest problem this weekend is figuring out how to entertain myself while everyone else crams for finals. But I'm sure I'll survive.
I'm also making money this week by selling my books back...which of course I keep the cash even though Big Mag and Jack paid for the books lol...so today me and Delia hit up kohls and I spent my psych book money...on an awesome skirt, top, gold flipflops, and kfc for lunch!!!!!
Anywayz I think thats about it for my fabulous day...hopefully everyone else is having as much luck with finals as me...night all!!!!!!!!

Drinking Soda at 1am...Not the Best Idea....

I'm really hyper right now because I am drinking cans on coke like they are going out of style...all in an effort to gain my 10lbs and get my puppy!!!! I'm eating like a house...I'm starting to look like I'm carrying a litter lol!!!! I can't wait to get home and start exercising!!!!!!!
I'm so glad there is only one week of school left...6 days....but I kindof wish this weekend never ended..this week is gonna suck...I have an hb test Wed. night....5 chapters....250 pages......only 21 mc questions...how dumb is that???? Then I have a psych exam thursday=(
I just want to get home and see my friends...I will miss living down at school but hey its only four months till we get our bitchin apartment!!!!!
Moving out is going to suck...my folks came down on Sunday and took some of my shit...it filled the entire suv and it wasnt even any of the big stuff!!! Its amazing how much shit me and delia managed to cram in this little room!!!! Then my folks took me delia jen and christy out to rubys for dinner!!!! It was sooo yummy and it was nice that my folks got to meet jen and christy...my future roomates!!!!!
Sidenote lol I was just looking at that rate my professor website...its really awesome....everyone should use it!!!!! I was looking at my professors for next fall and seeing what i signed up for..and apparently my abnormal psych professor is sum really hot foreign guy...every girl who posted on their didn't write anything about the class..just that he was hot and they wished they could date him...so that should make class more interesting considering so far for professors all I've had is fat old scary guys and women lol!!!!
Well thats about it for now!!!!! Night all!!!!!!
BTW the race is the coolest cause she left me an awesome comment....what a cool kid lol!!!!!!

Never done one of these before...but I'm bored so what the hell!!!!

All About ME in 50 questions......

1. Full Name- Jacquelyn Anne McGeehan (confirmation name = Anastasia...i liked the movie lol)
2. What Color underwear are you wearing right now- white butt shorts
3. What are you listening to right now- Michael Tolcher on my ipod/ Fresh Prince on the tv
4. What are the last two digits of your phone number- home-77, cell-80
5. Last thing you ate- a JBCB and a juicy juice box lol
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be- something sparkly!!!!!
7. How is the weather right now- rainy...i love rain!!!!!
8. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone- Jen!!!!
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex- hair
10. Favorite Food- tough call- cheesecake, chicken, and cheese fries
11. Favorite Drink- Snaple PeachTea!!!!!! And any type of juice box lol!!!!!!
12. Favorite Alcoholic Drink- Raspberry Smirnoff, anything fruity, frozen, or with coconut rum!!!! (lol i'm a girly drinker)
13. Favorite Place to shop- i can't even begin to pick just one store....im a shopoholic
14. Hair Color- dark brown for now cause i went back to the natural color...but I've tried it all...light brown, red, black lol
15. Eye Color- green sometimes...brown other times
16. Contacts?- no
17. Top of bottom bunk- bottom!!!!!!!! i'd fall off the top lol
18. Favorite Month- December
19. Favorite Fast Food- JBCB...no contest
20. Last Movie You Watched- Rush Hour
21. Favorite Day of the Year- clearly the best day of the year...August 28th...my birthday
22. Are You Too Shy To Ask Someone Out- me shy...haha...nah i go after what i want
23. Summer or Winter- too hard to pick...both
24. Hugs or Kisses- depends who they are from
25. Chocolate or Vanilla- im complex....chocolate pudding...but vanilla ice cream
26. Sweet or Sour- sweet
27. Peanut Butter or Jelly- chunky peanut butter!!!!!!!!!
28. Coke or Pepsi- coke
29. What Books Are You Reading- Human behavior and psych...i hate finals lol
30. Favorite Tv Show- hard to pick just one....but right now i'm addicted to Next on mtv lol!!!!
31. Favorite Movie- also hard to pick but i'll say Angus right now cause i'm in the mood to watch it!!!!!!!!
32. Favorite Board Game- new one- Cranium....old school- Clue
33. What Did You Do Today- Cleaned my room...worked on what to pack up when the folks when the folks come tomorrow for round one....and hung out with Nick tonight!!!!!
34. Favorite Author- Patterson, Sparks, Sebold, Lamb and many more....i'm a book worm lol
35. Who Inspires You- my friends and family!!!!! luv ya guys!!!!
36. Butter, Plain or Salted Popcorn- butter all the way!!!!!!!!!!
37. Dogs or Cats- dogs....hopefully i get my puppy soon!!!
38. Favorite Flower- white roses!!!!!!!!!!!!!
39. What Do You Say When You First Wake Up Early In The Morning- usually something not very nice lol
40. Do You Still Talk To Your Best Friend From Middle School- yup...we go all the way back to 1st grade!!!!!!!!!
41. Whats on Your Desk- my laptop, ipod, printer, camera, juice box, tissues, journal, purse, dr. bear, coconut man, pencil sharpener, vitamins, cds, smirnoff bottle....i have a lot of crap lol
42. Rock Concert or Symphony- is that even a question...rock concert!!!!
43. Play or Opera- play
44. Have You Ever Fired a Gun- no...who asks that
45. Do You Like To Travel By Plane- its alright...but i'm more of a roadtrip kind of gal....florida here we come!!!!!!!!
46. Right or Left Handed- both...jealous???
47. Morning or Evening Person- evening...i like the nightlife..i like to boogie lol
48. How Many Pillows Do You Sleep With- one regular....and a body pillow
49. City and State You Were Born In- down the street from my casa in good old Twp. New Jersey
50. Ever skinny dipped- not yet...but oneday lol

Well this was fun....hope everyone knows a little bit more weird shit about me now.....night all!!!!!!

Is It Really Only 12 Days???

I can't believe how fast this year flew...I guess the whole time flys when ur having fun is really true because this year has been so fun!!!!! And its only gonna get better..I can't wait till summer..I love school and I will miss living down here over the summer...it rules being like 15 minutes from the beach...but I miss my friends...and I need a break from work....I'm at that great point of total numbness when it comes to school work....I just finished my feminism paper and it sucks and I don't really care.....I know I'm being too critical and its really a decent paper, but normally I would still be freakin out over it...but who has the energy?
I can't wait for these next twelve days to come and go because then my biggest worry will be what foods to eat so I can gain ten pounds and get my puppy...and what book to read while I tan on the deck...lol...I love summer!!!!!
BTW in case anyone was wondering my debate group got raped today.....my professor thought we sounded confused about what we were arguing and she said we didn't seem like we practiced enough..which couldn't be further from the truth we spent like 3 hours on it spazing.....oh well I'm done caring about this....sorry to everyone who is hearing this for the second time lol I bitched about this to quite a few ppl today lol!!!!!
Well now that my paper is done it is time for sleep!!!!! My week is now looking alright...but I'm still praying the weekend gets here soon!!!!!

Making Sum Serious Progress

Even though I didn't get to play at the beach today it was still a very successful day!!!!! I finished my hb paper and just in time considering its due monday night at 8pm and I met with my ethnic debate group. We got screwed into a really bad topic..Feminism...the only one that was worse than ours is....Is Jesus Black???....lol!!!! But the group had a good night...we really figured out what the hell we are talking about and I think we may have avoided getting raped on tuesday...as for the five page paper that we each have to write on our topic..thats gonna suck...but at least I have to thursday to stress about that!!!! I just keep telling myself only 14 more days....and once this week is over it pretty much only gets better!!!!! Time for bed...the sooner this week gets here the sooner its over!!!!!!

Driving Barefoot!!!!

I forgot to mention I love the feeling of driving barefoot...I'm so glad its flip-flop weather again!!!!!!!!!!!!! Also the feeling of smashing leftover cake with ur hand is also pretty bitchin!!!!!!

Happy Birthday Delia!!!!!!

It is sooooo pretty out today and its Delia's 19th birthday!!!!!!!!!!!! Last night we had a little cake for her which me and Jen smashed with our hands after we finished eating...lol it was great!!!!! And since I was awake till 4am working on my freakin paper I decided to put post-its all over our room that say Happy Birthday!!!! This morning Jen and Christy gave Delia these really pretty flowers and then we headed to IHOP and ate like pigs...I feel fat...I ate two pieces of french toast...two pancakes.....two pieces of bacon.....one sausage...an egg...and some hash browns.....puppy here I come!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now for the shit part of my day...Jen and Christy and Delia are at the beach right now but I am here working on my feminism paper and debate because my group is coming tonight to work on it and I can't go out and play=( I hate work...only 15 more days bitches!!!!!!

Its all about the summer goals!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay I'm seriously hardcore right now about these summer goals I have set because basically I want to prove everyone who thinks I can't do them wrong. I told Big Mag about them and she laughed. Shes even trying to test me....ever since we were little Karen and I have tried to bargain our way to owning a dog and I may have finally figured it out....Big Mag said if I gain ten lbs. I can have a dog....so now ITS ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Summer Goals

I know eveyone is dying to know...so here they are...my summer goals for 2005...they are as all my lists are...subject to change...due to the fact sum of them are really hard lol.....
1- Read more books then I did last summer..which was 21....its gonna be a lot of books but i'm actually starting to like reading better than tv...darn that Karen for being a good influence...I can't wait to hit banres and noble and blow my gift card!!!!!
2- Get a tan- I wanna hit the beach all the time this summer so whoever wants a ride can join me!!! But I may have to hit up hollywood tans too so that I don't scare ppl at the beach with my usual paleness first!!!!
3- Make enough money to survive next year at the apartment- I need to make at least $1000 bucks plus what I already have so I can do stuff this summer and still eat next year!!!!
4- Exercise at least three times a week- I know everyone is laughing cause I say this all the time but this summer I'm out of excuses...I really want pretty abs and I'm gonna really try this summer...I'm breaking out the exercise bike too so I don't have to hear about how I never use it lol!!!!
5- Donate my hair to locks of love- I have been saying for like a year that I would cut my hair short and I always chickened out- sorry Kel- and now I have a good reason and I'm gonna do it...come mid-may i'm cutting off ten inches for charity because its such a good cause and its something i always said i'd do....and hopefully I will look okay with short hair!!!!
6- Get my teeth white- Big Mag said she'd pay for me to get them done by the dentist so of course I'm gonna!!!!!
7- Get my legs waxed- ppl say it hurts but does it really???? Well I wanna know so I'm gonna get the awesome Asians to wax them for me...and im gonna make Janine go with me.
8- My last goal is the one that me and Delia just couldn't seem make happen last summer...Steve..look out..lol!!!!!!!!!!!!

BTW now that these are out in the open...anyone who thinks they can help me with any of these goals...please do and if u see me slackin..kick me in the ass...thanx!!!!!!!!!!!!

We Won!!!!!

Last week the housing ppl. slipped this crossword puzzle under me and Janines door and it said the first two ppl to complete it win a wawa giftcard. Of course I just wanted to blow it off cause I figured we'd lose and it was probably only 2 bucks anwayz!!! But Janine decided to give it a try...of course once she started to get stuck, she sucked me in and we wound up finishing the whole thing. I still figured we took too long or it would not even ever be a prize given away...but tonight our CA knocked on the door (a whole week later...keep in mind I forgot we even did the puzzle) and told us we won!!!! And the giftcard is actually for ten bucks.....so now we get to buy some dinner and that rules!!!! That was our big suprise of the night!!!!! Yippy!!!!

Internet Quizzes Don't Like Jackie Today

Today I took like a million internet quizzes on my new laptop cause I was bored!!!!! And because I finally had internet again!!!! PS I love my new laptop!!!!!! Anwayz so the quizzes didn't go well. First I took the quiz in Deanna's profile how much are u worth?? I am only worth $1,800,000...is that bad....I like me more than that!!!!
Then I went to this cool quiz website that was on someone's myspace and I found out that my natural age is 18 but I act like my 19 which is good I guess...but I was hoping it would be older cause I consider myself to be pretty mature but oh well!!! Then I found out that I'm gonna die at 76 which is pretty old but now I'm gonna be really sad on my 76 birthday=(
Now the really sad news...apparently I'm only 25% normal and if I were a reject crayon I'd be..something found in a diaper gold...I'm not even sure what that means but it can't be good=(



P.S Did I mention I love my laptop and ipod!!!!! Already 195 songs and counting...yippy!!!!!

What a pretty day!!!!!!

Today was like the prettiest day ever!!!! I was in such a good mood just like everyone else!!!!! It was so funny on campus today...it felt like summer everyone was playing volleyball and laying out in the grass.....I realized just how pretty nice weather is and how nice our campus looks when its warm out!!!!! Since it was sooo pretty out and we had no classes today because of advising!!!!! us girls decided to hit Ocean City!!!! I loved being able to drive with the sunroof open!!! And the shore was nice cause mostly everything was open but not crowded like in summer. We ate sum M&M's pizza along with like 30 other Stockton kids lol....that just happens when the pizza is that good and only 20 minutes from campus!!!! Then we went to that jewelry store on the boardwalk and Janine and I bought earrings!!!! I love that I made her get her ears pierced its sooo fun!!!!! And I love my new earrings...life is good!!!!!
I'm really hyper right now cause I just ate like a half pound of fudge!!!! I love fudge kitchen...did u know they make snickers fudge.....so goooooood!!!!!! Anywayz this weekend should be cool...im going home to get my laptop!!!! For real this time lol....my cousin actually has it and its dropping it off to me on Friday!!!!! Then my folks come home from Ireland saturday..they better bring me back something good!!!! lol!!!!!
Thats about it for now...I should get t0 bed...I have to wake up early and register for classes...I hope I get the schedule I want...then I would dodge friday classes for another semester!!!!!! Well night all!!!!!!

Maybe I am Crazy???

I have been studying psych for sooo long today I honestly think I'm about to freak out!!!! I really like the class but I hate my professor cause his tests are really hardcore and I spent all day trying to answer the questions on his freak study guide!!!! Seven pages and 8 hours later and I still have one out of five chapter left =( At least reading the psych book is pretty interesting...I have come to the conclusion that I am mentally ill....in the book they have all these really cool pictures and quiz thingys to explain the concepts and I suck at all of them....I can never figure them out and that makes me wonder....lol oh well!!!!!!
This weekend went by soooo fast..it seems like it was just friday night and I was just laughing at Mr. Christy dye Jen's hair in the bathroom!!!! Maybe it went so quick cause we lost an hour...that damn daylight savings time I hate that....I slept till like 2pm today =(
Happier news....my laptop is in Lawnside, NJ...the order finally went through!!!! Only one problem its supposed to be at my house tomorrow but no one is home cause me and karen are at school and the folks are in Ireland so my cousin who works for UPS is intercepting it and gonna bring it to me on friday when I am at home!!!!! I can't wait till then I hate not having a decent laptop it sucks!!!! Well thats about it for now I'm gonna try and get to bed before 3am today!!!! Night ppl!!!!!!

Shamrock and Roll!!!!!

This post is really a day late but last night (Tuesday) the Dropkick Murphys played here and it was sooo much fun!!!! Its not really the type of music I normally listen to but it was sooo much fun!!! The band had so much energy and even though my ears were ringing all day today it was still cool!!! Who needs freakin Gavin Degraw!!!! And the opening act...Michael Tolcher was really good..I bought his cd there for ten bucks and its awesome!!! Everyone should buy it or be cheap like I normally am and burn it lol!!!!!
Well thats about it tomorrow I have to wake up for psych but I can't sleep right now cause I'm hyper and excited about the fact I got a 93% on my speech...I hate talking in front of ppl...im so glad its over!!!! Night all!!!!!

I'm Pissed!!!!

I'm so pissed off right now!!!! My laptop is a piece of shit and my new one is not here yet!!!! I have like a million papers and projects coming up and a laptop that I can't even turn on!!!!
Since I'm in a bad mood I will take this oppurtunity to vent....I didn't go to church yesterday and at first I felt bad but now I don't really think it was that bad because if I did go I would have been like those ppl that I hate...the ones who only go on Easter and Christmas...don't get me wrong its funny as hell watching ppl who have no clue what the host is or when to kneel and stand...but I think its complete crap when I see these ppl trying to fake religion twice a year so they feel better about themselves. I'm at a point in my life right now where I'm not sure I really wanna be all about the catholic church and I have too much respect for myself and the church to be half-assed about my faith.
Another thing that pissed me off this weekend is how just because ur short ppl assume you're weak.....the other day my mom and gram couldn't get this jar open and I kept saying let me do it for you and they were practically laughing at the idea that I could open the jar...boy did they feel stupid when I opened it in two seconds.....so to everyone out there....don't think because someone is short and skinny that they are weak!!!!
And last on my list of pissed off events...Mr.Gavin Degraw...what an ass....thinks he's too good for stockton...just cause he has one decent song...wheres he gonna be in 15 minutes...screw him!!!!
Now that my venting is over...peace out!!!!

Little known Jackie fact!!!

Lol I'm really hyper right now and I'm having such a good day sooo far...sure I've only been awake 3 hours but they have been three good hours!!!! Today I would like to share a little known Jackie fact with anyone who reads this....okay here it is.....my left foot is a little larger than my right foot....I know what ur thinking who cares...but this makes it hard sum times to find shoes lol and since I didn't really have anything fabulous to write about today I thought I'd share this news lol!!!!!!! Plus this could be a question on my next friend test and now you know the right answer lol!!!!!!!!!
Gosh this post is really crappy so far...tonight I'm hopefully gonna see a movie or sumthing with the gang so that will be cool....Deanna left me a message saying she is sick but hopefully she will feel better and come anyways!!!! I'm super excited to be home this weekend and I don't really know why..I guess I'm just getting excited that summer is now only 5 weeks away!!!!!!!! Easter is shaping up to be pretty cool....Kelly is coming for dessert which is cool cause I haven't seen her in forever and the Pines are of course making her a cookie!!! And Dr. Meghann is bringing a date...I can't wait to see what my family does to the poor kid lol..I hope he's not a cryer hehe...j/k we're not that bad...most of the time!!!
Well thats about it for now...peace out homefries...much luv!!!!

Updates!!!!!

Here are a few important details I forgot to mention.....
I ordered my laptop...its a dell inspiron 2200 and I'm sooo excited about it...my cousin ordered it for me last thursday so it should be here by like wednesday!!!!!!
Also I have found an awesome product of the week that I wish to share with others....Karen and I discovered it yesterday at Bath and Body Works...its called Smith's Rosebud Salve and it is the greatest stuff ever!!!! It comes in a little tin and it looks like pink vasaline and smells fresh like powder....you can use it on any dry or chapped skin....it works great on lips and is totally worth trying!!!!!!
Another thing I forgot to mention...I'm in the mood to change my look and I need ideas about how to get my hair done...I can't decide what color or how short to cut it...I feel like my color right now is too dark for summer and my hair is really long and pissing me off recently...so if anyone has any ideas...let me know!!!!!!!

Some days I don't even like myself....

I have been sooo cranky today I'm even pissing myself off....thank god I'm starting to get a little better as the day goes on....This morning I had to wake up early to get my blood drawn, which I have to do again on friday cause my bi-carb is low or sumthing...blah blah blah....the docs figured it out the other week when I was in the hospital so over the past two weeks I've gotten my blood taken like 7 times...not that I really care because I do it sooo often it doesn't even phase me anymore and I know what veins work best lol but I don't like waking up early to go to the lab and then I had to come down to school and go to class...anywayz enough about that...its just one of the many parts of my day that added to my mood...most of it stems from the fact that spring break is over and I have to go to class again=( I just keep telling myself...6 more weeks till Summer....just 6 more weeks!!!!!