Tomorrow!!!!!

That's right..tomorrow is my day of birth!!! I have slightly adjusted to the idea of being 20..I mean all my friends are 20 now including Lau and they are surviving so how bad can it be??? It's not like life is ever all roses so I'm thinking age isn't gonna change things. It kind of sucks I've been a little off lately and I'm not sure why. I think its just end of summer blues added on to some family issues and life in general. It just sucks though cause its my birthday and I'm trying to be really happy and carefree and thats just been tough recently. I just keep trying to focus on really happy fun things that are coming up soon so I can try and forget about the not so great stuff going on right now.
And since tomorrow is my birthday that is a good distraction!!!! I'm so excited to go to dinner at Pf Changs with my friends and family!!! I am going to dinner with 8 of the people I love most so I guess I can't complain..but I do wish that everyone I love could be there!!! And after dinner everyone gets to eat the fabulous birthday cake that I am making!!!! Thats my job for tomorrow!!!! And I'm putting fruit in the center..bananas and strawberries..it shall be delighftul!!!!
Well that's about it..I'm gonna go soak up my last 18 or so hours of being 19!!!!!