Walk Me Through This World, Don't Leave Me Alone

I can't believe I will be back at school this time next week and already done my first day of class for my last semester as an undergrad. I seriously don't know where the four years went and how I got to this point. It's all kind of a blur but I'm happy to be almost done because I think it's time to move on. I would be slightly happier if I knew where I was going to be come June but I guess I'll have to wait and see. I've decided that I am going to apply to grad school because I really want to just get my masters over with so I can have it and then get a great job in like two years. I will still need to find a job come May, but I will have to find a place that is really willing to work with me and give me flexible hours. So this next semester will consist of job hunting and grad school applications.
This winter break has been interesting to say the least. A lot has changed these past few months and I guess it is all for the better, but at the moment it doesn't feel that way. Nobody likes change and it is so hard to let go of things that are so important to you. I know that change is necessary, but finally deciding to make a change in life is never an easy thing to do. I feel like over this break I basically came to the realization that I am officially becoming a grown up and that I can no longer stay tied to the past. I'm trying to focus on the future right now and making sure I wind up where I want to be in the next year or two. I've realized that the most important thing when a change comes is to lean on those around you. My friends have been so great recently and I've realized that keeping relationships alive is really what's most important. So I'd just like to say thank you to all my friends and that even if we don't get to talk or hang out as often as we'd like you are all very important to me and I'd be lost without you.